well... back.... what shld i write abt

well got the OBS that i shld write abt but since it was like so long ago it might as well not...

the retarded malay trail that may not be of your interest... oh well...

and the US trip... which ... i hope will go on well... and yar! SPEC course...

i think ill write abt spec course.....

wells..... spec course... was... so ... damn... slack!!! i hate it!!!! i expected it to be much tougher lor!!! dammit la...it was not... well.. special....

when the AAR rite.. i complained to RSM abt that.. hehe...the guys arnd me was like "your juniors will hate you.." i was like .. "u thinkla.. is this spec course?"....

well..tho i didnt go fer camp feast... the others were like saying that it was more slack than camp feast la.. -_-""

well... i was hoping to get awards but i din get any.. wadeshit... nvmla ha... but then .. well... i still felt.. like i won coz... i believe i got the respect frm the rest.. as in guys...

i hope so la...

well i was strict when i was the ic... and well... i guess... i wasnt too... retardedly strict...

well... i think i was in good terms with the guys coz i didnt totally ignore them...

retarded man.. as in if u just stayed there so straight and a guy waves his hand at your face... if u dun react then relli stupid la...

fer me that didnt happen but i remembered one of my NCO.. i fergot who said it... u can still be friendly evn tho u haf your arms straight when u sit... correct wad.... i tok to the guys and defended any type of mockery by giving them the "serious look" but then still talk with grace... like a lady?.,. well... i learnt that technique of getting respect thru spec course...

as in you intimidate a person by just using your eyes and talk in i dunno.. some graceful way... its scary... but nice... hahaha....

well... i know one guy totally got scared of me... ok maybe not totally but well this is what happened..

i was walking outof the camp... i passed by the BRAVO company abt to be bersurai then i just said "goodbye sir, mams and ..coursemates.."... one guy was like "YOU"RE THE MAN!".. -_-"'

well he was like that since previously but then still...

thennn.. i passed by a few guys and they were like "ready ready! hahaha" i was like... (beacause i got confused fer the field signals and i taught them that then it was like a joke to them la.. wadehell)\

then i stopped walking... i turned and gave a solid vicious angry look to one of the guys there... well.... its not like i can give them a punch or what as in they wont be scared of a girl giving them a scary look rite?...

well the guy making that joke got scared... he actually went to walk behind me then he called out "crescent girl!.." i turned "sorry ah" and he ran away and his frens laughed at him... i was like... okayyyy.... ritee... well... im not sure why he did that but... ya.. why did he?...

well lotsa guys asked me if i got wad 2nd sgt or 3rd.. then they will go like "obviously 2nd... duhh"

haiz... i wish i won an award... actually i didnt think it was important at all... didnt even know my previous NCO won something... oh wells..

haha... that time when i was looking fer the guy who was supposed to be best cadet fer bravo 3 then i asked "hu is supposed to be the best bravo 3./.. he needs to go meet themm".. one guy was like "you lah!" "i wish! where ah?" yea...

and did i tell you mam wenting was there??? haiz... she never change.... you know.. she was the one giving the revision fer trainfire... all the rifle things.. how ironical.. she got scolded once fer banging the rifle on the floor coz it was jammed... the part then she was trying to show double feeding was funny... hahahhha.. okok...

and then rite... during bunk check... one girl got nosebleed then she use her walkietalkie to call fer help.. then they canno hear each other... then she keep on saying "NOSEBLEED LA NOSEBLEED".. damn funny.... hhaa...

well.s.... i know quite some pple were expecting me to bring back awards.... oh wells....

it doesnt matter much really... whatever i get as a specialist laterr.. i just hope i can help to bring back that elite era...