wow... i have reverted back to my old blogskin.. this is more me btw... black and simple... shall add in link and stuff laterr...
anw todae, lyk any other dae in jjc, was great! haha... ok lets start frm the morn...
go sch, saw many jjc snrs so i thot ill be lucky and get to sch alright... met me aunt and uncle .. they gave me 5 bux.. hehe...then some more i saw hendy in the same bus .. i gave a sigh of relief.. coz thot timing ok..... then reach wah... so late... then me and hendy decided to just wait till 8 plus so we wont get booekd or wad (which didnt work)..but then we just talked and walked... went in, ate macs.. haha nola.... i had to IMAGINE that my salty fried rice was something frm macs.... haha... then pon malay coz seriously thot my malay teacher not there... blah blah...
then afternn played soccer then play bball! fun sia....
then family time... at first it truely sucked...had headache some more...i tried my VERY best to self motivate well..myself... and hopefully the peeps arnd me...but at one pt i was almost abt to cry... like i was so sad that we not making dance plus F2 was so disunited abt this... but in the end we made a dance .. wah.... like really friggin' easy dance la.. but we did it within 2+ hrs! yeah!! haha.. me and jackie choreographed and taught our family...at first i didnt like partnering jackie coz he a bit too hyper at wrong time... but then he got a little more serious after that and we had great fun! yeah... then we had to move to the field to dance.. ok just the track la... once we finished it, wah i was so happy mann... the dance was repetitive and not very the great but we did it! we ALL did it! wah.. so like tired yet so happy after that... like a sense of acheivement... haha....
then right, rite after i dismissed (i dismissed them!) i ran to amirah and just fell to the netball floor.. tired sia... then me, mira, howsun and hendy we ran to the mid of the field and just lie down.. and yeah, we did cheers there!! haha.... that was funny! then ran back ... then went home... nice... ok im tired and i wanna sleep.. my whole body aches la...
i need to ego boost myself with a shabooya!hahaa
Thursday, January 31, 2008
me. 11:17 PM
ok... as you can see, ive changed me blogskin.. felt that it was a lil too small...actually this is close to my old skin but dunno wads wrong with the other things like tagboard.. shall do somthing abt soon..
anw.. ive got hell of a lot of things to talk abt... feel like writing all abt it mann... haha... ok i need to talk abt mon, tues and today! actually today and tues nothing much la but mon wow! ok i shall crapabout mon!
Monday:
wakes up at 1015... got ready.. 1215 mira call to say change frm 1pm sharp to 230 pm.. i was damn pissed but heck... 1220 to 215 had nothing to do watch puteri gunung ledang (why??? hahaaa).. got out of hse at 225 still earliest there... got there wait, wait wait, go popular, go long johns(eat combo one! and extra fries!) then FINALLY how sun finsh is family meeting.. syira had to leave tho.. sadd... made our way to chevrons.. tricked howie by saying that aishah also left! so easy la.. she hid behind me and suhaila... hahaa.. played bowling onli by 6pm (why og8? why you nvr go bowling? then can bowl tgt!) damn shiok seyy.. except that i keep getting drain la... haha.. must FOLLOW THRU.. haha... then played this pic game wadeva it was... then go arcade! shld have taken video of howie para para la! had the whole arcade to ourselves la.. hahaa... then cam whored a lot there then go jp... aishah and su went home.. and ya...GAMISHOWHISU! if you clever you'll understand.. hahaa.. then met megah.. eat at banquet blah blah... then go home....
actually got A LOT OF DETAILS i wan to add and i planned wad i wan to say already.. but i lazy now.. haha...
anw a bit sad that i cldnt get to my og.. i dress up (ok not really) for mon lor! got make up some more..(like wadehell) hahaaa... yea..mel kept asking if i was gonna do "The works"...haha.... but i really had fun there mann.. how sun+ gad+ mira+aishah+su.... and me... damn fun! ok no need details.. we got pics and videos for tt... haha...
Tues:
actually nothing much... except that it was a bit wasted that it rained after aaron n me (and others including his fren edwin) play soccer for onli 30 min? yeah... then i was really supposed to go home when i saw the malay peeps and then talked abt mcs... the me and muhammad (he brought his transformer car bumblebee lei... ) ran to play soccer coz no more rain.. then cannot find aaron then we play bball.. kept calling me "violent " la! he "loser" la... really! he throw and all try to be fancy but in the end not in... as in haiyooo.. then we go like"wadehell you doing" then he goes "looks cool ma.. like if you catch then score like damn nice wad.." crazy... hahaa.. then the end was the best ... after many pathetic times he said, "ok now i show my true colours!" BAM! haha.. he accidently knocked into gail... hahaha.. i really laugh and fell to the floor when that happened la! like his true colours like that... hahaaa.. and ya... i owe him 70c.. hehee
Today!:
actually i was angry today coz i really didnt wan to go for gp... then i dunno why but suddenly in the afternoon i felt so down... emo a bit... but after that scdc brought my spirits high again! yeah.. danced with howie... then ice breaker.. haha let me list down as many names as i can rmb..
cristie,shu yi, amanda, shitong(dunno how to spell), jamie, suyi, shiva, damian(dunno how to sp),hendy, sheena, hui fang, me, hafiza, sijia, wendy, how sun..... wa.. i quite pro hor? hahaa.. then went arnd doing nothing for a while then went to hall... play badminton a bit.. but wad made me happy was the dancing part with kahsing! he did his moves and i did mine.. as in i love dance... on stage some more lei.. love the stage... then went down and up gain.. played badminton again.. how sun damn comical sia... funny seyy! i like stunned there while he did his acrobats.. haha.. then wah.. hendy damn pro sia,, made everyone run abt hahaa.. then after all that, like 730 already.. went down waited for gad talking by running one round arnd field so dark... actually not very dark.. some more quite cool so its nice sia... then did a lot of shabooya! hahaa... funn.. then went home.... bus damn packed plus i was smelly and sweaty after all that... haha..
but really ah.. exercise like dancing and sports really make feel good... like im extremely tired but im damn happy.. quote frm hendy "wonderfully tired".. that quote can also be found in Enemy of the People by arthur miller.. lit la... haha... yea.. in fact shld slep now... oh yea damn i haven upload pics.. nvm... can do them on weekend or sooner...
thats all for today.. thank you and have a goo- Great day!
this is really hidayah's crapabout .. hhaha
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
me.
10:21 PM
these few days has been rather uneventful... wans bball but never play....
have been staying up late recently.. why? dunno.. read pples blogs... read my own blog.. as in the archives la... funny. used to really talk A LOT seyy.. like blogging was my crapabout time... wrote poems and stuff... funny seyy..
now my blog like pretty dead.. oh wells..
tmw there's og outing... tmw there's also like bowling with howie,gad and mira.. and some others... so im gonna hang out wif them first then ill go to my og... may not be able to spend time going out after this ma..im really gonna miss how sun, shafiq, mellissa, aaron, .. as of course there are others la,... a lot actually but jus to name a few...my og...
anw jj is like my 3rd choice..at first it was fourth then i moved it higher then anderson jc... ac,sa then jj... i wan ac la.. but a lot wan to go there.. damn...
anw i gave up on a photoblog and instead, i got myself photobucket.. a lot faster... i uploaded a lot on one night... like i had to waste my time waiting by watching a lot of bleach la... ill put a link at the side.. i still think imagestation is more user friendly tho...
alrights.. will blog abt tmw well.. tmw... byez!
oh yea.. my granpa... i hope he gets better... :/
Sunday, January 27, 2008
me.
12:03 AM
emotionless...
i guess that really is how I'm feeling now... Idunno la... like before getting results, I didn'tfeel anything... ok a little nervous Ia.. if 1 didn't feel that way then I'm not human... But I tell you ah...I was so proud of jia yi, Wang Jin, Shermain, Sue Wei and a lot more la...and our cohort did better than last yr... cool...but our juniors damn poor thing...haha...
but really... I received the results also like nothing... but it was nice la when I received calls and smses from pple... Melissa called me Ia.. haha... Then I got very happy... coz I called Aaron like this...
Ring ring!
Aaron: Hello?
Me: Yippa Anderneh!
aaron and me: apple apple, orang harlega!
then we continued and he was damn happy la... I got happy too coz got someone to do Yippa with me. .. like me, gad, mira, abigail have been cheering but cannot yip-pa... hahaa...
actually I dunno... after reading something... my emotionless peace have been disturbed... sometimes like I feel I'm Rukia from Bleach... like she was in peace coz she had already resignedherself to her fate then Ichimaru disturbed her by doing something I "forgot"... yea... like that lor... Idunno la... I don't have that painful feeling in my heart any more but half of me wants to run, half of me wants to lie on the floor to rot. Half of me wants toscream and cry. Halfof me wants to smile and laugh... I'm a creature of opposites... a cat...but I'm gonna take everything in my stride... (is that correct?)stand up tall and to whatever bad events or Wadeva, just go "Fuck it, I don 't give a damn." and move on.Actually I write all this like I'm in a frustrated mood or something... but honestly... I can 't feel a thing...
hahaa... ok anyway I love Malay lesson today! Taboo! haha... and ya. I'll miss winking at How Sun... sigh... haha...
Friday, January 25, 2008
me.
6:23 PM
ok... im left with a week... ok not like im dying or anything.. a week to results...
im being emo mann... i feel sad la.. like og8 is the best and i feel so at home in jjc... ogls and snrs, yall did a good job at that... i feel scared.. scared to go.. im afraid i wld regret it if i go somewhere else.. ok its not like im damn sure im getting like 7 pts or wad but.... sighh..
anyway.. some how the song "given up", its chorus, is really in my mind now...
ive GIVEN UP!!
Im SICK of feeling!
is there NOTHIING you can say?
take this ALL AWAY
im suffocating
tell me wad the fuck is WRONG, with ME!!
yeah.. ayam.. ok nvm
ill post more laterr
Saturday, January 19, 2008
me.
8:56 PM
wow... im happy... ok im angry, sad abt stuff ill talk abt laterr... BUT IM HAPPY! REALLY!
haha... ok its coz of the og8 vivo outing! didnt have time to blog abt it before but i tell you ah... im still happy abt it... very fun! made a lot of lame but fun videos! our cheers la... at food republic la... ks and hendy dance la... haha...
i try upload some pics here...
ok nvmm... so anyway i had so much fun!! then me, wanjia, eudora, jengyang and aaron went back home...had to borrow 90 cents from them la... i was TOTALLY broke... then ride home we watched the videos....
haha... i just noticed it just now when i was watching it.. the video hendy took of us playing with the water ah.. you know wad he was doing? he was humming wad song and then at the end he said " this.. is OG8..out vivo outing.. goodbye..." WAHLAU damn emo la... haha....
oh yeah.. then during the eating time... i asked around la.. the guys coz they were the ones around me... i try to think think wad they say... i think this is wad they said
aaron : you really wan to know ah?.. i thot you were like Bossy etc... but after talking to you more then i know la...
ks: hyper (i think)
then i cant remember much... coz like it was on thurs and today sat... but yeah, they told me stuff i expected... like cool ah.. we can talk like that.. aaron, i thought he wouldnt be the type that will talk..... bleahhh
okok.. i gtg... ill write more laterr
Saturday, January 12, 2008
me.
4:33 PM
YIPPA ANDENEH!!
hahahaa...
ok, as you can guess, im back from orientation camp. its was so FUN!! i am SUPER glad im in og8 la.. and im not saying its because amirah is there (ok partly) but also coz my group is like so supporting sia... like we really make ourselves have fun la... okok... let me tell you abt it from the starting.. im gonna just briefly talk abt the first day..
first day, i was like walking towards jj.. i was like so scared la... somemore im supposed to wait for a while for gad and syira... the right outside the gate the ogls go shout "GOOD MORNING!!!!" i was like shocked sia... and honestly, i got even more afraid...
fast forward to first camp day...
was it first camp day or first day that we got our first mass dance? but anyway my first dance partner was Maverick.. forgot his sch.. he quite kaku ah.. but still so fun coz he smile and stuff and try to dance... hahaha...then Raymond was jut across so i keep like lookinga t him and making faces at hiim.. haha... so then we had wet activities... water bomb and stuff la.... we got so high la!! my grp... Siti (my ogl) told me to try and lead cheer and like initiate one ... like try not to let the ogls start it... then i did some times la... very fun seyy!! like at first i didnt like the YIPPA ANDENEH cheer coz like too much jumping and stuff plus the lyrics ah... hahaha.. but then it got so fun doing it that it became our fav cheer! hahaha.... some mor ah, like by the firs day, we were playing our own games together and geting to know each other... like wow mann..
but then i keep getting confused of some pple... as in their names and stuff.. coz got some go back home early, or some com from another grp....... i know Hendy, gail and Eudora came from another grp, coz their grp too big...... then at niht got night games..at first ah, like i thought like we run a bit can la.. then at the end ah, i like sweating so much mann..
oh yeah, before that got the song singing thing... great la at first.. was like dancing like crazy.. but then at the end like very awkward...i felt like that teacher giving us the reverse psycology thingy.....
then the next morning... like i cried la.... coz i was in such a dillemma... dilemma of emotions... in one hand i felt sorry, on the ther end i felt pissed ... like to the ogls la.. coz my priority is to get a place (ANYWHERE) to pray and i felt like it was getting so hard for me to get a space, but then i also felt sad and sorry for the ogls coz i know they work so hard and even tho i dun see it, they doing a lot of work.. i saw la, some guy ogl on the music mixer thing already nodding away... wahh..... but at the end Siti sent me to a place for me to prayla.. then she also nodding away while i was praying.. thanks siti! for following me there even tho you were tired...
then got more games and mass dance... next i was with Jeng Yang and then Mark... then the water games ah..it was with grp BETA la so me and gad were like looking out for gadis with a water bomb in our hands... haah.. but in the end didnt find her so we throw them away.. then finaally ahhhhhhh..... our grp was against gad's! so when we got there we were like "HEY GADIS!!! YOO!!! " slaps butt jumps around and etc! hahahah... really funy la.. the ogls and games master all looking at us... haha.... then the games master say "i wanted yall to lead a cheer but i see two very enthu people just over here!!" then he asked me and amirah to lead a cheer on the chair.. then we lead ah! like i cant remember wad cheers we did but he asked us o do like 4 more! but we got to the the YIPPAANDENEH!! hahaaahaa..... so funnn
good things always have to end.... it felt so surreal... like making so many friends and like they seem so close... having so much fun.....
so anyway... end of the day, we went out.. onli a few of us went out to eat with yonghong and snr suan woo.... eat eat... found out that there's a kopitiam at jec... haha.. like i really never knew mann... then went home with hendy.. he helped me carry my bag (thanks Hendy!) .. it was like super heavy la! to me it was... sommore my back was really aching.. i think i may have back problems... thn talk talk... in the end i jsut stopped talking la... hendy got so tired he slept in the bus... he lives near amirah one.. it was a nice ride home.. except for the part where he pass to me back my bag... hahahhaha.. coz it was heavy plus the rain ah... wah...
but i was happy to be back..coco grew!! then i found that mama bought me a long big scissors for cloth and a pin cushion! ahaha.. so nice... it was nice sleeping for so long too! with coco at my side and pouncing at my arm (coz of the rafia string) at night.. haha... okla... i gtg now... kak nur wants her com back... shesh!!
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
me.