red red rose.

4:09 PM

I was reading a friend's blog when i remembered how peotic writing
can be. it's like i've forgotten how literature is like. how words can
flow from a peron's mind into a piece of writing. it's a talent that i
guess i don't have. more like, i don't have the skills to express myself
or my thoughts as well. to piece a sentence is becoming harder and
harder for me. i pride myself for being able to speak well but when the
time comes for me to argue or to fluently express myself, i'm impaired.
in the heat of the moment all i can reply is silence.
well, i do have other reasons for not rebutting
or arguing. especially when it isover petty things, i find that arguing
is pointless. each time i look at people arguing, again for the wrong
reasons, they all look so.. ugly
last, and probably my biggest concern, i don't want to look stupid.
haha

of course, there are just some people who can charasmatically argue
their way around and simply win you over with their logic and oratal
(is there such a word?) skills.
take hitler for instance. or my tutorial group members. hehe

i should write more. sadly, with all the readings and essay assignments
that i've been doing, i'm beginning to lose all my interest in writing and
finding it hard to start on one.

mehh
(lost for words? hehe)

Thursday, March 03, 2011
me.