7:40 PM
back home finally..
17hrs of sleep mann.. haha.. ok let see.. frm 130am to 6pm.. yup.. arnd there!. haha
anyway yeah.. wzlc.. was i think... quite a flop on my part.. coz i cant plan fer deco and i cant execute deco-ing.. but nvm.. imma go think of deco startin now i tell you!! haha.,..
anyway i like the fun parts abt the camp... sss la! well, prep wasnt great.. wish i cld do more proper deco.. but DURing the thing itself was great! haha.. i was beside mr hendri.. even more fun! he was really amused and was saying things like "mat tak menjadi!" "kena sawan"haha..
then in the morn helping Junjie with the food was fun sia! burp la! "gimme gimme FOOD!gimme FOOD FOOD!" haha..
then at night wah.. me,jiacheng and dom stayed up fer some time just talking abt bleach.. haha.. but not so long la.. jiacheng and dom slept first while i played with his psp fer a while.. haha
got nothing much to say abt the camp anyways.. just that i wish we all had time fer each other more..
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in sch now.. really mann.. my mom jsut told me to sleep in sch.. haha.. i dont mind! haha..no la.. ok la.. now im waiting fer 1130... blazer again.. anyway yeah.. was thinking of how pathetic i was during camp.. and great... how pathetic i did fer my studies.. usscab.. i shld spend my time more wisely.. so i shall...
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somebody tell me to not shake.. speed.. why am i losing my strengths and getting consumed.. done
Sunday, May 25, 2008
me.
1:56 AM
sunday today and i cant tell u how glad i am that tmw is a free day.. well not really, but still.. .. woke up at 4 today.. PM.. haha.. best.. well thats prolly the reason why im still wide awake at 2 am.. haha..
anyway yea.. busy hell... everyday got meeting.. investiture's finally over, but hell that was the beginning... was busy even before that, so invest wasnt such a big thing fer me.. prep took some time tho.. walk-in, walk up was pretty stressful coz other than that i had to settle a bit abt the cards and the next best thing - blazerrrrrrrrr... haha.. i dunno la.. its tiring admin work liddat, stressful accounting, time consuming.. but i had fun! staying up late just to account fer every blazer, to find out the dfif sizes, ironing some a bit, pasting names.. but i get to happy! especially when i finally manage to find a blazer frm a snr and when i can confidently pass the list of names and sizes to ms lim.. was so happy la! was really happy when i got a satisfied customer too! haha.. hendy la!.. he long time ago said he had his perfect blazer and it had a white spot above the pocket.. so unliek among tohers that have worn blazers, he can remember his.. really lor, fi everyone can rmbr their blazer no., it'll be so great fer me!.. yeah, then when we found it we were so happy! haha... jsut cant ferget that la.. haha! and stop "honouring" me by putting ur blazer on me u idiot! haha..
funnn.. another nice part was the snrs.. a snr kept calling me blazer girl, and she apologised to me.. fer wad?.. she thot she gave me trouble when fitting .. coz we had to find a gd fitting ma.. but nvm wad... as in, that was no trouble at all... trouble comes only when they have sudden changes and im not in the know or that we cannot confrim where their blazers are..and seriously, pentiong and cherie has been helping me alot! thx mann! and thx to jeremy fer helping me that ntie too! totally fergot what exactly i was supposed to do tho.. haha.. junhao was nice too! sis saw that my face a bit stress then said "hidayah, why ur face so stone?",.. "blazers still not settled"... i was a lill stress coz i thot blazers were ok alr but things happened.. then sis sdudenly came up and put a hand on my head and said "blazers always like that'.... smth liddat, cant rmbr.. or maybe it was blazers always not settled.. well, it did sound comforting.. and anw after that i really ddint allow myself to get stress... haha...
so now.. im still Blazinnnnn haha.. pre u sem, smun, sage, yoga need blazers.. very gd ah.. so many blazers some more.. haha... will be busaaayye....
and wzlc.. best.... haha..... planning plannin planning..a real challenge fer me, a person who hardly ever plans.. haha..but im still okayy.. just need to be faster... much faster, hidayahh
anyway, to the friends that have been supportng me, thank you so much... i may not seem like it, but i really need you.. sry if ive been too busy fer u guys..
and yeah.. haha.. rgiht after chengdu ive been screwng up fer my test.. haha... hmk due.. haha..bestt... but hell i love my teachers, theyr'e so understanding! and yeah.. my ecnos test, i nvr stduy and still got better than some! btu still fail la.. haha.. braggart! nah.. jsut a lill happy.. ;]
anyway gdnite folks..
fer those who have time to sleep, do catch ur sleep.. ;]
valeo...
go!go!powerrangers!
youcanthurtmewiththethingsthatyoudo,illpickupdandelionsandillgivethemtoyou!
valeo
Monday, May 19, 2008
me.
8:44 PM
wahh.. tired... and angry.. so angry that i cant even feel the anger.. funny.. i cant even rmbr wad happened in chengdu now la.. coz of my idiotic sister.. she deleted ALL my pics and videos.. ALL eh.. sucks big time.. why? coz the memory card reader wasnt with me.. fuck her man.. as in im really damn pissed off at her la.. lemme tell you
in the morn she asked me fer it.. i said with gad.. she asked fer the usb cable.. my eldest sis lost it. my fault? no. then she threatened me.. told me to go get it in the morn or else she'll delete all the pics.. i said "you dare delete them?" and she used that against me later.. then i went out of my house and hr early, called gad, burp they all..almost went straight to gad's hse.. then finally gad got it.. and i had it with me.. my sis nvr call me or anything.. then my mom say she'll go get it + the shoes i was wearing.. please la.. my other pair i use fer how many days? 8 days you know! duhh i needed that purple sneakers to go sch.. wad? she no other shoe mehh? plz la..then she also angry coz i use her bag.. fuck la.. you no other bag mehh? so i just stayed in sch.. my mom was angry too.. then she say that
I DARED my sis to delete the photos.. then my mom came over in the car and i dumped everything to my sis.. made me apologised.. i didnt apologised. just said sorry.. and my mom went "is this wad you learnt in sch?" i Knew hat was coming mann.. but heck, im NOT at fault... inm the end because i wasnt REMORSEFUL, she still deleted them.. then she sms me like as tho it was MY fault that SHE deleted those pics..
"dayah you really blew it. if you had been the least remorseful, i'd have spared your pictures"
me: "i wasnt and still am not at all"
"wads wrong with you? It wldnt even have to happen. i only told you to return the card. why did you have to take the bag and shoes and still feel just?"
after that wahhh.. damn shit i go and really say a lot of stuff.. in the end part i say "good luck with taking pics... :) "
hahahahahaha... really mann.. all my pics and videos gone.. and my fav pics were the pics my and gad took with the shades.. with that bungirl! teachers! damnnn...damn nice la.. damnshit la..
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ok done.. wah.. i no mood to talk abt chengdu dammit.. but i tell you.. it was my best days mann.. as in.. we were focused on the things we needed to do there.. bond, learn how to work tgt, blah blah.. there wasnt any distractions like friends, hmk and time management.. wahh... then .. oh yeah.. was oic fer two days.. and i was so damn noob.. nvm.. shall do better next time.. anyway it was cold plus hot.. haha.. and i love the mealtimes.. coz me hendri is SO funny! ahaha..
"man.. kosong satu, telor satu! bandung tiga! eh.. kiter ni kuda ke? wahh.. jauh jauh makan telur tomato, mak aku pun boleh buat!"
like mann.. i really got no mood.. damn i wish i got pics.. oh yeah.. i splurged for myself.. haha.. actl i only bought three things fer myself.. but two out of the three we the most ex ones la.. haha.. i bought fer myself a black rose (fake duhh) at 13rmb, necklace that i LOVE at--- and a original mickey mouse wallet for---... but i really love them all la! heheehehehe
anyway yeahh.. shall talk more when i get pics fm other pple.. asshole sister..
bye!
over and out! (i love using walkies!shall talk more abt it laterrr)
Saturday, May 03, 2008
me.