10:09 PM
its so funny how much time me and my family spent together...
as in.. we HARDLy ever go out at all... much less together...
it was kinda absurd... the amt of places we went this CNY holiday and last week's sunday morning...
well, we went to the cemetery (my grandma's grave), the goats farm, the museum, and food courts... all in that green van... i guess im gonna miss sitting in that hot container.. haha... playing "hey macaroni sailormoon.." and heart attacks... haha... but yeah... spent so much time with my family... finished pretty much all my hmk on friday.. so like yeah.. finishing your hmk does give you much more time after that...a bit too much actually and after taht... sleep
its also funny to realise how fast time passes by.. like i didnt realise taht 24 hrs .. it still felt liek it was 24 hrs ago.. haha.. well... dunno la ha..
how i miss the days when i was so busy.. happyly busy... that is an oxymoron im telling you... but yeah... obviously what im abt to say is abt icep... yep.. i was delightfully busy at that moment... sadly, i lost a lot of stuff, made a lot of mistakes, and bleahs... but i was happy... i seriously miss those days.. and come to think of it, it has been a few months since then...
you know... ever since sch started, ive been looking forward to fridays... and the weekends when i can just relax... but time passes so fast and its already monday... so fast... we are already in the 2nd month in the year and its ending soon... olevels are coming soooooon... i dunno la..
i dun really know waht im saying but yeah..wells... i gtg... crappabout
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
me.
1:48 AM
ok its 150 am... just now was total defence day... stupid la.. ok i wasnt totally late.. but ifreaking forgot to bringquite some stuff.. IMportant stuff... like my total defence badge.... my cookie... gosh... blah blah.. oh yeah.. hardly anybody acually followed the ration thingy.... but for me i good... eat wadeva laft over sweets from the day before AFter school ends....
well then had nc... boring.. discuss crezawards and stuff..im a bit down abt that... macam.. takde semangat lagi... abeh diorang selalu distract diri sendiri.. makne nyer diaorang tak begitu kesah tentang bende in kan? jadi aku pun discouraged ah.. bleah...jadi aku sekarang pun macam malas nak choreograph or wadeva... tapi bukannyer aku boleh suddenly tarik diri dari ini.... sighh .. ok nvm la.. we got thru the songs... but dunno... shrugs.... malas lei.... dah takde semangat... diaorang pun menggeramkan... nvm ah...
ok.. then common test.... ss was hard... farina actually did the qns before la.. it was frm powerpack.. yeah.. lucky ass... yeah... malay was okayy.. i guess... actually no.. coz my bahasa is like shit... then my eng.... hard ah... the weightage of the qns very high.. cant afford to even get one wrong.. but i think ill do much worst than that....
oh yeah.. today.. ms azlin insulted us yet again... did the exact thing i was hoping she didnt... we dunno wads wrong and she is acting like that.. well, we're all gonna die for lit common test.. then mrs rupa came in and we explained everything that happned on that day to her.... mr loh also came in... yeah..
do your part
do our part
so that nodbody can
point finger at you..
that was repeated ah.. but yeah.. i shld appreciate him more... we are like lost children ah.. then onli him backing us up.... well never thought ms azlin wld do this to us.. shrugs... but yeah... what the hell did we do sia? whatever that happened in class that day is not enough to back up how she's treating us now... even mr loh was taken aback... oh wells... im just gonna do my lit hmk now.... see... put effort... then kena scolded for nothing... bleahh.. oh wells... gtg...
now i realised why i like evanescence so much.. its coz most of the songs fits me perfectly... and the lyrics... are similar to the type i used to write...
Friday, February 16, 2007
me.
10:00 PM
ok today was... a bit boringg...as in the run ah... walked twice.. couldnt be bothered... left yuzhou (sorry girl if i spelt you name wrongly!) after some time... she wldnt walk... then i tell you ah... if you walk a bit, for sure you will be left very far back.. i just walked a little then yuzhou already so front... yeah... then got back there... haha.. then ran to the milo truck with Lydia... we ran to the milo truck faster than we ran in the run la.. hhahaa... then drank three cups altogether... then ate htodog buns! hungry okayy... actually ate one.. then somebody dun wan then i take... ok more like i saw it not eaten then i ask who's then eunice say can eat... haha... but i shared it with yuzhou!... haha.....
then.. fry won... shocked... the judges must be gundus la.. but whatever.. anyway bronte's cheer was nice.. pankhurt's also.. then blah blah... then dismiss... then me, farina, syira and gadd actually went to changi... fun ah... we studied at macs there even tho got so many big signs to tell us to "REFRAIN" from studying there... stupid... but yeah.. it understandable la if there were a lot of pple and they shoo us away... but at that time not many pple so yeah... instead of Farina, Gadd was teaching me amaths.. finally i understand! not say all and stuff but i understand the basic.... hehe... shouldnt haf slept on the first lesson of that chapter... oh yeah i remember mr loh asked me a qn during class... and i was like huh?.. coz i was half asleep... ok fine ASLEEP... then its like he said "pay attention ah!" then i was like thinking "dammit la.. i trying me hardest right now but i still sleeping!" yeah...
then i finished 16.2 and 16.3! m16 later la ha....then we went back home... saw some nice bags in minitoons.. saw a kitty bank too! i need.. haha... then after that.. went cityhall... farina had to go by there to take straight bus home.. she clever la.. never bring ezlink... haha... then went to the body shop.. they got new perfumes! in nice nice bottles! in promotion too! so nice!! i wan a collection of them!! i LIKE the body shop! hehe... so like after 14 feb it will all be 19.90... ex lei! got one its 9.90! 10 bus diff lei!! hehe....
ok tmw... common test... really doesnt feel like it.... like just finish x country then common test... blehh... yeah... then like need to study onli for ss.... boreenngg... then tmw get back home by one.. do nothing after that... so early can go home but for what?... oh yeah.. some pple go out for dates tmw.. hhaah... okla... im gonna study ss.... dun expect anything much to get into my brain but yeah...
i like the body shop perfumes... *hint hint* ... ok nvm.. still got a LONG way to go...
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
me.
9:59 PM
ok... today.. went to masjid then listened to kuliah subuh... officially woke up 30 mins before the end of it... couldnt help it la.. even tho i slept for like so freaking long before that... then went to eat at macs at my grandma place there... then went to kubur.. go my another grandma kubur... then went to goat farm... smelly smelly goat farm.... fed the goats... tasted the goaty milk... and then went home... funny sia... all the way to like 12 plus then we got home...
ok that was wad i did today... fun? boring? wadeva..
read my mom's diary yesterday.. her diary when i was seven.. had events like when tutik died... sadd... and i remembered one line or so .."i hate it when my husband ignores me. i felt useless. i buseid myself doing other things"... oh wells...
Sunday, February 11, 2007
me.
9:23 PM
ok today was... badd..
coz we lost the bahas... it was like... dissappointing la... coz its like... we worked so hard.. each and everyone of us... damn shit la... if onli i did the perimeter properly... dan sad la.. then some stupid pple from the floor ask us abt our perimeter and that it is "terserong"... like hell la... i felt like replying to that stupid person la... oh yeah.. one of the opposite pembahas said something like we shld not go against the pencadang and the mauduk that society that doesnt read is the society that wont succeed... like HELLO.. this is a DEBATE.. and we wld HAVE to debate, DUHHH... i got nothing against the hmt pple la.. as in no personal fueds but then i felt so angry at them.. and like.. their stuff didint even link up to the society.. as in it all linked to POLITICs.. the thing we WHICH we obviously weak in... but onli POLITICs wont bring the society up.. oh wells whatever.. its overr...
but i had fun like making the video.. make face was HUGE.. haha.. yah.. then throughout the bahas, as in meetings and stuff.. i actually got closer to farina, iylia and hanisah.. pple whom ive never really been close to.. as in frens la. but not really close... then throughout this short 1 and a half weeks of work, ive been speaking more malay then i could ever.. and i felt good abt that...
oh yeah.. asilah also was in bahas... she did well la... and she could speak malay.. .. as a whole its quite fun ah, bahas... i wish we could have gottten to the next and next round... so that we can work harder and be better in malay.. as in this really encourages working as a team and it helps our malay mann... yeah.. so now i shld think better for those who bahas and the deabating itself.. coz its not easy to go up there and speak your mind... and 5 minutes is NOT long.. coz theres always pple who just dun getit.... and yeah.. where got bahas go to the front and talk one???
then i went home.... went to popular at je and took bus 99.. just slept in the bus la... then right.. when i got off, i realised that my cat was not where i hung it, as in in my bag... so my first reaction was to run after the bus.,.. then the freaking next bus stop so far away!! i was like running... but then i couldnt catch up la.. then i run run run.. looking stupid la.... then when the bus left the next bus stop, i stoped running.... i was like... i felt so stupid.... left the cat in the bus.... i just squat down on the pavement and like caught my breath... then i just stood up and shouted "FREAKKK" yeah... like arghhhhh... then i walkked to the other side and was like thinking of the times when i had the cat... very short but i liked that cat a lot... never seen it anywhere else... then i opened my bag to put my wallet, and there it was, my cat, deeper in my bag... i felt so stupid.. but i had half the mind to jsut
sujud syukur at that place at that time... but seriously, i was happy.,.. but it then turned to unhappiness... i felt so stupid.. sighh....
then when i got home.. i just ate and then slpet from 2 all the way to 7... yep.. and now, my correction tape which i just bought is spoiled.. dammit...
wells... i gtg.... sleep again....
Saturday, February 10, 2007
me.
11:55 PM
a LOT of things can happen in a week and more..
ok i haven been posting at all... coz im too busy and when ig ot the time, i still do other things.. like sleeping... haha
ok wells.. i got a cat!!! act toy onli.. finally!!!! went to bugis with naBiHAH.. fun ah.. she walk very fast... yeah.. bought a freaky looking cat whihc my mom thought was scary... i liked it tho.. and yeah... brought it to sch on monday... never seen christine smiled like that before... my cat was on the table then she suddenly look at it then smiled then apt the head of my cat.... hehe... i LOVE my cat!! and it can sit!! then when it sits its like a kitten... so nice!!! feels like one too... oh yeah.. then met a white cat while having nc... so friendly la the cat!! i like!!! im so happy.. then go home... saw two peeps whom i know... was having my kitten in my pocket.. it can fit!! haha... anyway i saw "stranger".. haha.. stranger finally smile... oi "stranger", smile more la.. look nicer... dun be so emo!, im the emo one... haha... saw another person.. long time no see... i like my kitten!!
oh yeah, then sue wei gave me a box with the army stuff.. like can display stuff wadeva la.. i LOVE it! nice seyy... she so sweet! haha... ok thenwad else happened?
oh YES...a LALAT went into my eye on tues morning... then the whole day my eye pain.. my left eye la... then now i got eye infection.. then siew ling very noisy.. make me go doctor.. then now i cannot wear contacts.. and my mom not letting me get contacts ANY MORE.... i never liked glasses... bahh.. stupid lalat..
then oh yeah.. im in bahas... debate... quite cool ah... this sat ah... scary sia... but i think can la.. but to talk crap for like 5 minutes very hard lei! ok actually its damn easy for me since im known to be freaking talkative.. but to talk FACTS and SERIOUS stuff .. bleahh.. and yeah.. in *gulps* perfect malay!!!! aaaaaahhhhhh.. hahaha.. well yeah... i think i can get thru it la but ... ??.. just dun wanna screw up la haa...
and yes.. i did my amaths hmks... im prud of myself! hehe... my 15.5 and m15 done all correct...
;} happy la... then i did it so neat some more... cehbahh...
and yes.. SINGAPORE WON!!! hahahaha... i NEVER watch soccer but i made this an exception... haha... cehh... my family planning to welcome the lions sia... i dunno... i guess ill go.. haha... im starting to like soccer... stupid "stranger" dun wan to teach me soccer... i wont go ACSI just for that you kuku! haha... heard that ACSI IB the uniform very ugly.. haha... and yeah.. the Thais cannot make the wave.... the kallang wave belongs to KALLANG.. hheeh... ok lamee...and yeah... i think LLIONEL should get himself bigger shorts or get himself briefs to play in... keep pulling his short shorts up la... haha... but he has a cute butt ahah.. ok nvm la... i think i talk a lot already.. ok.. back to malay hmk.. forgot i got malay compo.. doing like last minute now.. hehe... ok byuez
Sunday, February 04, 2007
me.