i really dont like bitching abt other people... as in some times u just NEED to tell others of the injustice that had befallen u or the bad characteristics of that single person that just irks u... i guess i am a little scared that while I bitch abt pple, there will be others bitching abt me.. then again, without me bitching abt others, there may already be pple doing so of me.. but it hurts to know that there are pple who hates u and are spreading the word of hate to others..
the thing is that, pple can be MANIPULATED to hate/love others. (anticlimax yeah but i just found another person's blog that has the exact template as mine! hahah..) like last time, there was this girl in my class that i thot was very nice. she was la. but then, another friend of mine kept insisting that she is extremely annoying (voice, hair etc like wadehell rite? damn bitchy sia this girl..) and long story cut short, i believed it and began to see onli the bad side of her.. when i finally sat down thot of it, i realised that the second friend of mine is the one that deserves to be bitched abt. she openly talked badly abt her la. right in front of her! and most, if not all, of her reasons were baseless and ridiculous! but then again she is actually a good person. she has some characteristics that irks others(including me) too but deosnt everybody? arent we all humans?
its okay to point out mistakes and at some times, bitch abt him/her. but i find it rather cruel to ostracize(sp?) without giving them sufficient chances. mock me for being a "cordelia", but i really have this believe that there is some good in people which we must be patient enough to find. forgive, tho maybe not forget, as everyone makes mistakes.
i hope that if i have a bad trait that need to be changed because it really affects anyone or if the things that i do in some way or another have hurt someone, somebody wld tell me. i apologize first. i hate being talked badly of behind my back. not again please...
smile, everyone..
no matter how painful it is..
;]
Monday, March 31, 2008
me. 6:01 PM
wah.. it has been quite some time eh? ever since my bleahh mersing trip rite?..
so anyways life's been great! ok lets see
mon: im still a little ache-y because of pc.. hist was such a drag mann.. but yeah! mira came over! not with good news tho.. handphone stolen.. like WADEHELL rite??? some more the phone damn new la.. so sad fer her, worried too.. who wldnt be? in the middle of hist class she gave me miss calls and was at the verge of crying when i actl cld pick up.. bleahh.. but really.. i missed her and yeahh.....
tues: icebreakers didnt work out at all.. crap.. but i still love 08A03! coolio! haha.. ended sch pretty early but stayed back to watch the match after accompanying sherwin with sharon.. they damn annoying la! made me hooked up with that CDAYL thingy la please! but must have the TUNE haha.. funny la the match.. ok im never a fan of soccer but i was cheering a lot for JJ! it was funny coz i was like "GO JJ!" while Kannan was like "go ac..." hilarious mann! haha.. sad that there wasnt really a cheeroff but yeahh.. jj lost 1 nil tho.. but ITS OKAYY!! haha
wed: had malay dance! well, ended sch damn early so i went home, ate, slept, woke up, brush teeth, got back to sch... coolio! i was stupid to have forgotten my towel and water bottle.. like the dance was pretty hiphop so i cld catch them pretty quickly.. screwed up when i had to show them the dance tho.. then homeee
thurs: i know its no excuse but yeah.. i cld wake up at three as planned so i cldnt do my work.. freak la... chairperson so irresponsible... bleahh.. then forgot to meet mr lim at 1330.. met him onl iafter malay coz i REALLY forgot.. wahh..
so anyway, bleahh.. being chair not that easy siaz.. and yeah.. i get to see my frens a but whenever i can talk to them i must keep a lookout fer anything like teachers, campers or wadeva.. i miss gad, howsun and aubrey siazzz.. but then in sch also diff timings.. bleahh.. have been saying a lot of "jiayou"-s tho! haha... oh yeah.. wanted to crash kw just now but decided against it coz .. hmm.. i dunno la.. want to be there but have a feeling that i shldnt... but anyway i really like my frens now.. hahah! ;] and i know i dont regret not gg fer slo wadeva (ok got regret a bit la...) coz i really learnt new stuff! like ill be "oooh" whenever my brain is challenged or when i finally understand smth frm like econs, maths or lit! haha.. but i miss bball tho.. :( never get to play one.. but played A BIT of soccer that day.. and yeah.. remind me never to do that in sneakers .. it hurts! haha.. speaking of hurting, my back hurts man! i hate it whenever i get backaches..like i cant massage myself man.. haha... and yeah.. wassup with my coughs? its like becoming a habit or wad? my throat always get ticklish then ill cough, right when i want to talk.. annoying right? haiyaaa....
oh wells...
Thursday, March 27, 2008
me.
2:51 PM
im backk!! ok i got home ytd la.. but after chatting with mel until 3 am, i was too tired and sleepy
to update... anyway hell! im so glad to be home!
yes, it's hidayah's COMPLAINTIME!
mann! its really damn annoying when ur earpiece suddenly died on you! grrr.. so anyway i went malaysia via woodlands.. slept the whole way thru, susepct its because of my medicine.. then we went so far to the "Hutan Bandar" or smth like that and wad did we eat? prata... wadehell... then i got into nablah's car so we can play with the internet in her car (cool rite?) but in the end cldnt coz her dad was using his phone fer the 3g direction thingy.. so we watched a movie instead! Jumper! a pretty stupid thing to do coz after abt 40 mins or so, i felt nauseous la.. didnt help that my stomach suddenly got cramps/aches/wadeva and my hesad started spinning... maybe it was the after effects of my medicine or that i wasnt fully cured yet.. still had the coughs..... but wahh.. nablah soldiered on and contineud watching man! haha.. and i just tried to sleep at the side but my mission to sleep off the headache failed.. so yeah.. had to continue gong thru that super bumpy and windy road.. and the place was so far la! shesh! then in the end nablah also gave up coz she felt nauseous.. then she was burping and almost throwing up into the plastic bag.. didnt wanna look coz i know ill start vomitting too but i just massaged her back without looking haha...then Cik Ina was nice.. while i was trying to sleep on nablah lap, she massaged my head and nablah also tried massagng my head haha.. thanks yo! but in the end i puked! haha.. long time since i vomitted.. not a great exeprience tho... my jaws got numb and thank god i took it as a sign that i might vomit...then we reached there... beach was nice.. my sis and nab went there and took pics while i rested in the room.. room was also not bad.. not the typical sucky resort rooms if u noe wad i mean.. had dinner and the parents said we were gg out.. they ended up talking fer and hr in the lobby with the owner while we just waited.. we cldnt take it and left.. wanted to stargaze but my bored dad insisted we play badminton with him.. played fer a while to entertain him bleahh... went back to the room coz we cant see any stars.. was too cloudy..
it was a little fun when we got back to the room! my sis and i had this super random pillow fight! then she was taking weird weird photos la! Nerd photo, Cool photo.. the funniest was WRESTLER photo! coz i was typing up my hair when she stuck otu her tongue and said "wrestlaaa!" and attempted to wrestle me or smth! haha.. then i realised that the shower curtain was the exact colour as the orange team jj shirt that i brought! ahha.. coincidence! haha..watched the whole movie Jumper after that.. and ya! i didnt mention abt the moon! it was magnificent! full moon eh! with the clouds and all, i really thot it looked like a pearl still in its shell... nice..
next dae we took our own sweeeet time to go fer breakfast..then we watched our parents swim and just gritted our teeth coz we did bring extra clothes and coz the water was so damn clear.. then we went off to Kelong Aceh to eat lunch, which a long drvie yet again..then we slacked there... it was SOOOO BORINGGG arghh.. was so glad to get back on the road back... but damn i hate the raods and traffic in malaysia.. the raod was SO tiny and the drivers there seriously got no road courtesy or smth man.. argh! then wah... the lorreis kept gg in front of our car and gg so slow! shesh! and yeah, my dad is very scary.. he was driving so fast and trying to cut the stupid lorries... didnt manage to peacefully look out the window because of that.. but i Did get to see the moon again! beautiful! there were stars but cldnt see them much.. then we went jusco fer a while crappy coz cant shop.. so window shopepd fer a whiel and we were off to get home...
was SO glad to be home..i feel more relaxed at home then at the resort.. sweet sweet internet! haha.. oh ya! before we took the boat to the kelong place (a fishing resort on stilts) i met this kitten! it was so small and it was so thin!! and worse, it was blind! there was mucus that kept coming out frm its eyes area and it dried and closed the lids tgt! tried to wipe it off but it didnt work! more mucus came out and it seemed as tho it was hurting it.. i was so sad coz i had to leave it! when i came back with some fish, i cldnt find it!.. sad... then saw another cat! i think she was as big as coco... she was so pretty! and VERY manja! as in friendly! so nice! then there was this other cat that was pregnant! she looked and sounded exactly like coco! onli bigger!... haha...
so yeah.. back home now.. a little bored tho.. oh yeah!! man! i wish i didnt go fer this thing.. like i cld have used my fri or sat to watch Step Up 2! mann... bleahhh
okla.. bleahh.. thats all fer now....
Sunday, March 23, 2008
me.
7:46 PM
back to sch todae! very happy to go sch! some pple didnt realise i was gone tho, coz we cant get to meet in sch even if we were present.. haha.. and yea, im ok alr! thanks yall fer the concern ;]
haha.. i wonder why im so happy.. ok i DO know! ok i THINK i know! hahahaa.. im so retarded hehehs.. ok im happy coz i like my class! its no where near united but im working towards it with Christian! (eh gad.. hehe) but then so far im not having any problems getting to know them! which is great!.. i was really nervous mann.. haha.. ;]
and ANOTHER reason is that.. wait lemme think properly.. its because i no longer bother! i no longer care abt it!.. as in seriously.. its true man, wad my sis said.. u CAN manipulate ure memories.. as in history... memories arent memories unless there are feelings attached to it. the rest are just history. hahah.. i made that up lah.. but really mann..and like if those memories werent significant to him, why shld i hold them close to me? haha.. ok i still have that little bit of feelings left but it doesnt hurt as much any more! as in really, im not in self denial.. or then again it cld be that ive gotten hurt so much that im numb to it.. dunno la! haha.. wadeva it is, i have come to accepting it and i have inner peace now.. ;]
actl there Were some bad stuff that happened todae.. i know there was.. damn.. i cant rmbr now! hahaa... its all gd anyways! hhaha
so anyway i was thinking... why do i blog abt my day in sch and such.. i thot of that qn when i was watching the news this morn abt the war in iraq which is STILL gg on! as in.. why do i discuss such trivial matters when there are more impt things out there that we shld be giving our attention to? i felt silly and pathetic really.. pathetic because i hardly know abt the situation in iraq, thailand, malaysia etc when its right on my face! worse, it is really my fault as i always push those things away and instead take comfort in my small private life/world where it (for now) revolves arnd sch, frens, camps, tennis etc. i shld be ashamed of myself mann...
THEN AGAIN... priorities and level of importance is relative.. well, im trying not so sound selfish and self-centered but really, i am currently a student whose responsibility revolves arnd sch events, my class (08A03!!), family, friends and so on.. alright, maybe not responsibility but yeah.. those are among the things i, like many other people of my age and of similar situations, find important. furthermore, i shldnt stop posting abt hows my day and such just becoz it is less impt and rather silly, esp since not THAT many people read it or find it significant. In fact, now that i rmbr, i blog mostly for myself. of course there are other reasons (i first created my blog in sec2 to bitch abt Ass and Asshole! eh asilah, gadis, yall rmbr?? ) but in the end i just wanna look back on my life after a few yrs.. a refreshing thing to do actl! hhaahha
btw, mel bought me this handphone strap.. white cat! haha.. its mildly cute-sy i guess can ah.. hahaha.. no laaa... i LOVE it! haha.. but really, i like it! coz it goes with my phone now.. white too! but aiyo.. im KUROneko.. not SHIROneko.. haha
and yea.. watched "mind your language" during gp (after 30 mins of breakfast with Clement!) hilarious!
and yeah.. gg malaysia fer two daes.. not really looking forward to it.. i hope its not gonna be another malacca trip that i had recently..
ok this has been a super long post! i apologize if anyone fell asleep haha.. (its too late to apologize!..) and yeah.. as MeL requested, i shall end my post with
I love my sweet darling Mel!
(everyone, please puke ;] )
Thursday, March 20, 2008
me.
2:21 PM
38 degrees now.. not too bad rite? is a normal healthy person's temp 36.7 or 37.6? i always forget.. well, woke up arnd 830am.. my mom was like "ooh, so hot" when she touched my forehead and arm.. i guess it was hot.. but i didnt think it was That bad.. just that i cldnt sleep the whole night coz i kept sneezing/coughing or my eyes wld tear... haha... sry mom, ya had to climb up and down my stairs to pass to me panadol, wet towel and such.. coz i sleep on a bunk bed thingy except that the lower part of my bed is a desk, plus the stairs are pretty steep...
so now, after some more sleep and tv, i decided to do the maths tutorials. however, it wld be impossible as my dear dear sister is using the gc in sch.. mind u, she is a sec three and do not need that gc as much as i do... so now, i have nothing to do.. my cat is demanding attention (she is lying on my hmks now) but i get dizzy as soon as i run.. now im pretty much just rotting...
~*~
that was ytd man.. haha.. funny.. ok i dunno wads so funny but i actl feel happy now.. ok i shldnt be happy coz im missing two daes of sch.. tsktsk...
so anw, went to doctor ytd after my nap even tho i told my mom there's no need.. haha.. funny.. i thot i cldnt speak coz my throat hurt, so i signaled to her to pass me a piece of paper fer me to write... wrote that i no need go docs and if it gets worst the next dae then go...well, still went to docs anyways.. then eat plus a little grocery shopping then home.. anyway i think the reason why im so tickled is coz of my temperature.. haha.. check this out!
well, its actl no joke coz if it was any worst, it will.. well.. be more serious i guess.. haha (whoops im laughing again!).. but then, i really love doing new things.. duhh its not my first time getting sick, but i think its the first after a LONG time.. coz im pretty strong! haha.. immune system la... haha...the one that i think was this bad (actl worst) was when i was young.. that time i was so sick and my eyes were burning plus i kept hearing people shouting (wah.. so drama) and i kept wanting to run.. then the next few daes when i was alright, i found that i cant help it.. everything i ddi was fast.. writing and running were the things i rmbr clearly.. hhaha.. and ya.. ive never fainted man.. kinda wish to faint some time.. just to noe how it is ya noe? haha..
well, im a-ok now! actl it may get worse like ytd where it was alright in the afternoon then got real bad in the evening.. manz.. my mom's not letting me go sch.. well, i shld really go sch tmw then,.. have to find outs wads been happening plus got f2 vid-making! haha..
oh ya.. the song "Your Star" by Evenescence kept playing in my mind when i was trying to sleep... haha...
okla... i betta go eat my med now.. ;]
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
me.
2:15 AM
its 230 am and im blogging.. well, just woke up frm my nap which was supposed to help me, but my flu/cold/wadeva is worst now... man... really didnt exepct to get sick.. this epidemic is like trend or smth man... anyway, shall say abt todae in just a few words coz ive got this headache...
dad sent to sch
met my class, nice people, 27 of us
went fer pc, still alright
lit, got two fav quotes
"love, and be silent" - yngest daughter that one
"vice is (i forgot wad), virtue is boring" - lit pple say
civics; guess wad, im class chair
started getting wizzy then
pw was nice, Jlane same grp so can understand better
malay, got lost then got test bleahh
hist fer two hrs.
end of first hr and i was nodding off..
2nd hr my line was,
"hi im nur hidayah. and if i can go back thru history, i wld have stopped my mom frm giving away my cats and making me throw away one of my cat, ginger"
smiles while whole class silent
then went.
was talking nonsense that didnt link
asilah is a bully
went home really headache-y
slept, dreamt of jj
fever got worst
now im not sure if i gg sch tmw..
supposed to be doing maths tutorials now mann.. but i really dont feel like it.. im determined to make my class a lively one! first thing first, must bring them tgt... im also at fault coz i dont maek an effort to sit and mingle with the whole class... wah.. so many tissue paper..ok im nonsense-ing again... oyasumi...
me.
9:37 PM
fri was great!
f2 together wow! (bad eng) anyway i shall summarize the great events that happened with a few words ;]
dont leave me High!
bad commuters XP
ECHOOOO
come out must glammm haha
super cool security guard!
hey mama!
lost with PS and S
BK where we B abt SF (hehe)
truely candid and unexpected!
haha.. unless u were there, i guess u wont understand wad happened! hahah...
then met gad at bugis like an hr late.. searched fer good place.. didnt find any.. went to redhill one instead... very ex but nice! hahah.. very satisfied! funny sia.. the person took SOO long to shampoo my hair la.. and it was getting funny coz it was so long plus she was massaging my temples and neck all.. haha.. yes gad, im a noob.. haha.. usually i just cut and go wadddd.. so anw i tot i looked even more chinese than i alr do..haha! lets look at the before and after pics! xp
(before cut hair! - ok this one the lighting not gd..)
(after! with wind effect!)
(ehh... cant really see my hair)
(there u go!haha)
i dunno WHY but each time and gad take pics, the lightings are great mann! haha
so anyway we went crescent, before that i smiled to the indian workers i passed by... ignored..
haha.. then met christina aka yoga instructor, asilah, wangjin... asilah is the best.. airball 7 times AT LEAST! and the pics we took were hilarious!ahaha.. and ya.. its nice to talk while playing a sport.. like when i was talking to shermain while playing tennis.. pretty nostalgic mann.. the long mirrors! oh i miss them! the service road.. wells.. and ya! me and gad did a pump it fer cadets nite coz there was extra time! haha... and yeah...we REAlly cant call ourselves delta any more... but we are.... DELTA '07!!! hahaha..
then went home..
then todae i went to mira's blk there to pass her her maths notes which i accidently kept.. that girl ah... take her own sweet time sia.. folks! wad is this? haha... got complimented! yes, i like my hair! haha.. then wahh.. parade starts at 12 and at 1145 i was in the bus to boonlay.. haha... nice.. reached there and the parade finished.. even better, buc results wasnt announced... WHY???
oh ya, before that i passed by the workers again.. then that guy was smiling really warmly la so i smiled back.. then he went to his fren at the side and asked me "indian ah?".. then obviously i said "oh no, malay" haha... smiling is a good gesture! but funny sia... dont i look malay? many have thot that i was chinese.. then got some think im indian.. hahaha.. neh-mind ah! keep smiling!
so went ps.. saw some malay dance.. dammit.. shld have stayed to watch.. forgot that kahkah might be there.. actl i thot he cld be, but didnt search... coz we were all gg in already.. then ate then went home... nice nice..
sigh... i cant wait fer sch.. yep.... OH YA!!!!!!!! i fergot!!!! my appeal was successful! yes! no more
malay lit! haha... eng lit here i come!
and yea.. kinda miss mel.. haha..
and yea... GADIS U BETTER GO DOCTOR AND GET WELL I TELL U! SAME GOES WITH ALL THOSE RETARDED PPLE WHO WENT TO CAMP AND GOT SICK!.. haiyooooo.. take care people... drink water... rest.. dont play in the rain any more.. and.... SMILE!
hahaha
Saturday, March 15, 2008
me.
1:00 PM
put ya right hand up!
put ya left hand up!
put ya right hand up!
put ya left hand up!
WADEVA! WADEVA! WADEVA!
thats all i can say to you ;]
~*~
mann... ytd i was looking thru the ncc pics at gad's frenster.. actl a lot of things happened in that 4 yrs.. the drama, the bonds, everything came back... wow... really.. the highlights were me gg fer ophir (where i met francis! haha) , shooting competitions (imma shooter!) and duhh icep.. (got to hold the ncc flag mann.. whoots!)...then i was looking at the retarded pics la... man.. i miss shermain.. yeah.. random thots.. i really really miss delight.. wah... ive really mia myself frm them.. as in i nvr bothered to keep in contact.. bleahh.. im so bad mann...actl, all the icep frens ive made are also well.. gone too... sigh.. but tmw and sat will be the day... its been a long time since ive smelt creznc.. cadets nite.. not too sure if i can come but master parade is a MUST!.. hmm.. i just rmbred smth... my no3 boots.. haha... diagonally cut man, the heels.. the tight no3, the folding of the no4 sleeves, the green gutters, bun net, solid bang (have u ever heard a solid bang frm no4 boots? sweeet), the commands, 200 push ups and pumpings, my hubby!( ze rifle)... the list goes on.. haha... that girl in green, armycat.. ahaha
wellz... ive been using this time quite responsibly.. read up on hist, amaths(everything just came back mann) and econs, did some chores.. aiya.. okla, my bad.. coz i always wake up at 1pm hehe.. its the holidaes mann! haha.. i wan maths hmk... ahaha..
cant wait fer sch to start! ;]
Thursday, March 13, 2008
me.
8:01 PM
wah... juanita damn power man.. she found out so many pple's blogs... ok she cld have just asked them fer it but yeah.. hehe..i lazy to link any more sia..so if yall wanna go to other peeps' blogs, u wont get it frm me! hehhs..
anyway life been nice! (oh pardon my pathetic vocab...) thurs was idiot's idiotic day, which makes it a fun day! haha .. then wad else i do ah? ok cant rmbr..wadeva.. fri was great! met mira and suhaila (with A LOT of others) at banquet.. haha.. i was so mean to mira by saying that her uniform doesnt suit her! haha.. but i wanna try some dae! haha.. and suhaila was almost treating me like it was our first meeting like that.. bleahh.. joel was hilarious too! Hush! little baby dont u cry... haha! the vids were funny la! i tell u, i have NO IDEA wadehell retard and idiot were donig but it was funny man! like idiot was scolding retard's reflection? wassup with that? ahah
anyway todae was great! haha.. met mira, breakfast first (where i spilled some milo- yet again) then jj! ok i shldnt have worn team jj shirt la (but its so comfy and can tuck out!) coz pple were looking at me like i snr or as tho im part of the camp.. which im not... dang.. then did maths.. which was just super RETARDED coz mira was so BIMBO! my goodness! shesh! 5 to the power of wad equals 25? 5!! hahahaaaa.. then was emo.. real emo.. so we danced! was supposed to go running but since it was raining plus the camp was gonna use the track, we danced instead! nice mann.. like really destressed la... haha! we made dance moves like so quickly mann.. then at the end we made a cheer! shant show it here coz we'll ruin the surprise! ( fer wad surprise i also dunno) haha! but its very vain and bimbotic too! haha.. like so candid and random! nice... then ate at banquet then walked home frm jp.. which was really pleasant..;]
oh yeah.. btw.. i hate that im so fickle-minded.. even if ive alr made a decision, il still be thinking twice coz i have the option to back out.. smth like that... i was so indecisive abt joining SLOs la.. im really really sry abt that aubrey.. but now im REally not gonna go fer it... haha.. no choice! nvm.. shall use this time wisely (yeah, right)...
and BEfore i forget AGAIN, let me just say that i was seriously reminded of no3 top when i wore my sis's small top uniform..
and yes, i feel damn noob and pathetic when i watch kahsing's vid of kaba modern and all their dances.. really mann.. waohh..
i love coco! :3
ok la.. thats all fer todae. thank you and have a bimbotic dae! ;]
Monday, March 10, 2008
me.
9:04 PM
yes yes yes.. im not supposed to blog and study instead.. but this is really GREAT news!!
Coco is WELL! she not sick any more! yayy!!!!
yeahhh not many knew she was sick in the first place.. just a few days ago the vet said that she may be put to sleep.. me and my sis was crying in the middle of the night.. then ytd it was 50-50 chance of survival... and just a few mins ago the vet say she can be discharged already!!!! wahhh! kidney failure man... she is not VEry healthy now la... as in still have to go fer jabs and must be observed... but she pulled thru! thank god! ;]
ok since im blogging already, i might as well say a littel abt the few daes that passed by..
mon, was a little depressed abt coco and i felt really lonely... had mel and f2 with me but .. but playing "follow tempo ready go" with the three idiots was fun! was throwing the track bits on each other and all.. haha..
tues, ytd was a bit better.. had bball where i really laugh laugh all... played bullet with aubrey and kelman.. fun eh! wasnt so demoralized coz i could shoot! guess i play better with no pressure.. haha.. or was just lucky la! haha..
todae, damn sian coz had foru hrs break.. crashed lit where i just made a long poem.. lit wad.. haha... crashed geog too.. very interesting actually.. made notes! haha.. but in the end nodded off.. cant help it la.. haha... then family dance! sad no hey mama but its ok! its a prelude to jj talenttime! then games at LN.. fun sia! haha..
so anyway.. hmm.. actually i a bit sad.. the pple whom i used to be close to arent very close now.. actually can la.. hehhs.. yeahh... treasure wad u have, no matter how little.. and ya.. i really miss og8.. the first grp of pple that i really love.. as in.. we WEre bonded la.. but so fast? why cant we hang out at the bball or tennis court during breaks like before? actually the sad thing is that we CAN.. just that circumstances divided us.. just look... too many of us are ogls and ogls are further separated to families.. sighh.. is it too late already? i dunno la.. im like reading aubrey's blog and i really agree with wad she's saying.. i cant put my feelings to words as nicely as she can..
og7, if any of u are reading this, just to let u noe.. im feeling the same as aubrey.. its not wadeva diff between og8 and og7, but its damn different la.. the feeling as an ogl and as a camper..
anyway here's a little bit of my poems! (did a short one during geog! ;] )
LIT CLASS:
Running away
Glanced back a second
Lips sealed so shut
Heart screams silently
(this was actually very long.. 6 stanzas.. but shorten la ha.. haha)
GEOG CLASS:
Look back and fall
Run fast and fall
Pause a second
Forget it all
hehehh
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
me.
2:33 PM
yupz.. my mom reads my blog so i guess yall can imagine how screwed i was this morn.. hehh.. yeah... i noe i have been having too much fun.. that i shld be studying.. and a lot of stuff.. some times i wish i have a great command of english and can write like cheem cheem like amirah.. then it wont be that easy to understand! (noticed an irony?) my mom cld be reading this also lei.. hurhur...
anyway previous post was too long fer me to add in my thanks.. aiya.. got a lot seyy.. i wish i can just copy paste frm gad's blog coz i feel the same.. haha.. i lazy la.. hehs.. but then there's a grp of peeps that i think have not been given credit at all.... its my ogmates.. i want to thank OG7 for accepting me.. really.. how easily can u suddenly accept that there's another person who will lead u when u dont even noe that person...yepz... so thanks guys..yall really rocked! ;]
and ya... i really think that the positive attitude have really rubbed off to me..hehh.. like for once i do chores at home and had fun doing it! haha.. was dancing to some songs at the same time la.. haha.. shld have seen my parents' face when i was wiping the dishes la.. hehehe.. yeah hor.. like sat afternoon (woke up at 4pm hehe) when my mom woke me up in the worst possible way, i didnt say anything lei.. and it didnt really make the rest of my day bad.. oh ya, i havent been talking a lot at all coz my voice sounds weird.. hehe..
hmm.. realised that the song Apologize is not a bad song to make a dance with...
hmm.. i need sch tie.. and sch uniform.. hehe..
hmm... frm now on i cant use the com or anything else after 11pm.. which.. is.. hmm..
coco... she.. hmm..
Sunday, March 02, 2008
me.
6:22 PM
wahh.. O2 is over.. and i have a lot to say abt the three daes..okla... i shall attempt not to post too huge an entry..
btw, im a jjcian now! wooohoooo! ;]
ok first day:
the games wahh.. haha.. there was beatboxing! cheerleading on stage with retard was priceless mann.. i wan to eat mee-siam my ham, my hump,my hump, my hump! haha
had mass dance with delwin, which was Super fun haha.. then had to dance with a snr coz idi-ot needed to rest (the poor thing.. haha)
had lunch and then had to run to do the structure thingy (which we were told abt onli the nite before)
ended me, shakina, lynnette and syiva working on it
missed mass games becoz of that but was Very happy to hear that og7 enthu! ;]
dinner then songsinging.. sent shawn home first before that..
then night games! run run run arnd! didnt get to know wads really gg on in front coz was at the back trying to squeeze everyone to front..
but during the debrief (after nite games) was nice coz idi-ot massaged my back.. hell! it was nice lor! first time someone strong enough haha! thanks ah! the way u massage also very funny lei.. hahaa...
then supper ah, the milo damn nice la! thanks food attahees and food pple! got hotdog bun also.. wah.. nice!
then debrief and lights out..
second dae:
ahaha.. waking campers in the morn was funny! cheer! haha
had pt and dunno how again, i was on stage with faizal and jackie! hehe
breakfast, assembly then og time
wah.. telematch was like zzzzooooommm! very fast! haha..
but then after that Dong Ming blacked out and i brought him to pe porch..ran to LN and back.. mr leow damn funny la! wad using the rubber duckie and making funny talks! i dunno how to explain la! but i was like stunned there! haha.. then ren hao was nice, helped me with my water bottle coz i was holding the milo..
stayed with DM in LN for some time.. Aubrey also helped look after him so i went to Juanita.. she was sick la.. stubborn also.. almost didnt to eat the cough medicine coz scared she will be too sleepy to go for KW...and ya! she was snoring after that! haha..
DM went mass dance, i gave it a miss (ME, missing mass dance, can u Believe it?? aha) to look after ju and yue yin.. then yue yin left.. i took the time to rest a bit too.. then went mass dance for one song, 5 colours, with Watermelon! was nice! and wad he said after that was funny too!
we were back in LN when me, him and Garrick were talking.. then Watermelon go ask Garrick , "like her eh? do u think she is chio?"' Garrick nvr say anything while i gave my wadehell look.. then Garrick say my features very sharp then W was like "but i really think u look gd when u smile," me smiles, "yeah! like just now u pose during dance then i suddenly thot wah, hidayah suddenly look chio!" hahahaha.. something like that! oh ya.. now he not watermelon! he is ShiroNeko while im KuroiNeko.. whitecat and blackcat!
then the mass dancers came to LN and just wah.. they just die-ed.. haha.. then one Wonderful thing happened!! Damian asked me to dance wtih retard for JJ nite! wahh! dream come true! haha...
ok.. then brought Ju to family spot where i finally saw jackie's scary side.. as in seriously..
after lunch went for KW! wah!! fun seyy! coz og7 ROCKED! seriously mann! haha.. i kena waterbomb everything sia and i was wearing bikila! haha..
was late for scdc coz i didnt noe the time plus there was onli me and yao an mostly and that i really wanted to spend time with og7!
did the structure in a whole diff way,
ran to ops rm and back, spent 5 secs just to play "follow the leader" with og7, nice!
came back for prep of jj nite!
it was very funny at that time eh! Apple was like doing the "Who's gonna win" cheer with helium eh! so funny!! there was another snr taking vid also! hahaha... then got one time the mass dancers were backstage when we hear "FAT FAT FAT!" hahaha... it was Perlyn(sp?) trying to get in and there was a table blocking there... she cld have asked for help la! haha...
then mr chua was like saying f2 dance nice! some more he look at jackie and me he also get high!! haha!! jackie looks stupid while i look pro! cool!!! hahahaaaa
then it was...
JJ Nite!!!!!
wahhhh!!! woohoooo!!! hyperness!!
wahh!! so many pple came! met desmond (he was nvr in jj) too!!! wahh! then ran to backstage and it was so funny! coz me and yao an (aka pornstar) was like groooving to the f1's dance song! haha! then f2 dance!!!! so fun sia!!! got so high! was sweating SO much after just our dance and my throat was super dry ah.. but got high still when i saw everyone on the floor having fun!..just drank a LOT of tap water.. then there was f3 dance, nice! and council dance! super smooth mann! the guys looked great! heheee.. then had mass dance!! me and howie oh my darling!! haha! wahh.. then really got no break in between la! then hendy and me for geeks get the girl haha! very nice also coz hendy, same as delwin, pull very strong! then got 5 colours, clock, pump it, chicken dance and chori chori! i screwed up a lot for the mass dance la! haha.. ddint get to practice first ma! then wan to emo a bit after that also cant!.. everyone still too high.. ahha
then supper! wah... so happy ah... got pple help me carry and gimme milo also.. wahh.. nice.. ;]
then we played wild wild west!!! (hehe.. cut into our wash up time! ;p ) so fun la! make mistaek here and there! ren hao and yangzhi damn pro! haha! in the end damn funny la! yangzhi winner so kena forfeit!! ate bun with sedrilyn! mouth to mouth haha! sedrilyn also nvr object! haha..
then debrief got complimented.. wahh.. really wahh.. thanks mr leow..
then kena pump but nvm... heh
then slept..(mr chu didnt let us stay awake.. ;[ )
last dae:
woke up super early to bathe.. saw howie and couldnt resist poking his nose once! haha.. then went arnd looking for yao an but he woke up late la.. idiot was weird.. haha.. woke up, went arnd, then went backstage, stone then when i ask wads wrong, he asked " can borrow sleeping bag?" hahahaha.. he went to sleep back and left his yellow pillow in my sleeping bag la! haha..
then went down, did work, briefed, stayed to do work, breakfast then did work again, then eweb..
e-web... was like trying to make sure not too high.. it went okayy la.. but then at the end when mr chua talking all, i was thinking a lot... i was cutting the rafia string when .... hmm... a lot of thots ah... like... i cld have done better to make og7 bond more.. like im such a bad ogl.. nvr bond that much with ogmates..started tearing there..then iwas thinking of o1og8.. now we have fallen out a little... and i miss them all.. seriously lor.. then was like thinking how much worst i wld feel if my appeal didnt get thru.. then i thot of f2 ogls.. we finally got close and o2 is over.. really.. sighh.. me and aubrey quite funny la.. wanted to cry outside so they wont see us then we ran to one door and the door nvr open, the other door als onvr oepn and we ended up laughing and crying at the door.. haha
after all that, og7 pic! just sad that yaoan wasnt there...
then went pizza hut! fun mann! wahh! haha... aubrey's story all... then me and aubrey went back to jj only to find that the shadows damn high! high and sickminded lor omg!! hahahaahah... like really wadehell lor!haha... then bball was nice! the shadows came and aiksong also got crazy! haha!! aubrey Hendball! whitsle! hahah!!that was funny! then wadeva pair and shoot! haha.. then shadows went back.. played bullet with hendy and aubrey, broguht my moral down coz they damn cun la!!! dammit! haha.. then it was so painful not being able to laugh coz my voice gone... then very down for no reason...
then got home.. i think i was down because... i dunno la.. when i got home, i found out my cat, coco is very sick...she is at the clinic now... maybe i was down coz it was a sign.... ok NO! COCO IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT!... im very sad now eh.. like i always nvr spend time with coco... dunno la....
Saturday, March 01, 2008
me.