9:06 PM
cassis rose
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
me.
8:27 PM
hike was boring.. musical eveing was okay i guess.. nabilah was the critic..
well.. today had emaths retest and like yeah.. just got to know abt it yesterday.. ended up revising onli in the train but that practically saved my skin on that.. the test was actually pretty easy la... then wne to my grandparents hse.. wasnt as awkward as i thought.. as in that was my first time going there myself... had fun.. ate a lot... granma made me jemput-jemput.. grandpa looked funny drinking the sarsi with straw... had fun.. sighh... yeah... got drenched coz no umbrella...
got home... have i told u that i hate my sisters?.. well i hate them... lots of reasons but yea... wadeva la ha.. ok im just crapping for now... sighh.. okla... gtg...
dayahh
me.
10:40 PM
GOsh my com is useless without internet
sat night, guess wad.. went to johor... with NaB.. stayed over at her place.. played retarded games... gosh... i cant believe i went there la... and like so fast it passed by... dammit la.. was supposed to be online for work stuff.. haha.. and to update my blog... and to find the stupid post... haha .. well, shall i talk about sat? ill say abt sat then abt the johor trip... this will be another long psot mann.. hahaha..
at night (friday), got urgent call.. got meeting the next day.. told my mom... her reaction .. DEEP BREATH, "ncc again?"... haha... she angry at me la.. spent too much time for ncc already.. dun care la... like hell i sld miss that meeting.. icep stuff makes me go hyper.. hehe...
then got to the meeting.. ran all the way coz rupini was expecting me.. ass.. you make me run u ass... haha... got there... got a lot of stuff to do for the icep stuff.. have to do presentation too... ill be escorting the US pple.. yay! know the in charge already... btu like hell la... i have to like be tourist guide... which ill be bad in coz i dun really know much about singapore .. hehe.. maybe i shld bring them to alaturka when they go the malay area... sad tho.. ill be alone some times coz sir wilson will be part timing onli.. haha... sir lujie.. say that i can "hire" him if got any blank places... hahaha... oh yar anyway about the meeting... sir wilson and sir shamsul came late because they had to go and was coming from interview.. interview for Snr CLT.. well, good luck sirs! .. then after the meeting, we all
sempat eat andan cake.. well i was freaking hungry la... just had mentos and thats it.. then we like go the East District office to like talk to Captain John Leong to ask for our badges.. and more importantly our certificates... yea.. waited there a long time... watched the funny antics of the sirs... haha... waited for a very long time... in the end decided to go already..me and rupini ate at macs after that.. haha.. with onli like 5.80 in my wallet la.. so pathetic right?.. but managed to eat something la.. hahaa... i wish im rich mann... talk talk talk... crap crap crap.. then go home... got home to find out that my mom cooked.. well.. the good part was that she cooked a healthy meal.. fish and veges... haha.. ok nvm.. i wonder why i found that funny....
then at night (sat) got a call from naB's mom, asked us to join her go johor... went la.. craped.. ate there.. got stomachache (almost everybody).. naB was ----ing all night long.. haha... yea.. played games and stuff... next day, did a wonderful thing... a good accomplishment la... as in to me... i was lying on the bed.. thinking how nice the bed was... nobody else in the room la.. and i was thinking...
"i shld do my hmk now since i got free time... nahh.. im tired... and the bed is so nice to sleep on... no.. better tired now than later.... cant i just sleep for a while and do my hmk later?.. no... there will be no later if you keep postphoning your work.... grrrr"
and i woke myself up and did my eng hmk.. mangaed to finsh the compre.. the summary a bit onli.. the compo jsut managed to think abt it... duh i got hell of a lot more hmk... but if u start you can like keep the pace and make it faster right?... well yeah.. but after that i slept.. ahahah... is hall continue to do my hmk duh but yeah... so like.. that was an accomplishment to me la... i fought my own self and won.. as in followed the right way in stead of the worng yet more comfortable..
yeah.. then went shopping a bit.. tired tos hop for jeans but at last wad i bought was jsut a bottle of perfume from the body shop.. but i like.. so yeah... the perfume was a want.. but the jeans were a need... see how unbalanced my life is?.. haha crap..
sighh.. can you believe how time passes so fast?... i can still remember my psot about i cant wait for dec .. it was june/july then.. well i was reading it la.. the post abt me ranting a bit abt the presentation to the commandant that nearly killed me.. sorry sir.. didnt mean to rant so mcuh.. and it was a long time ago la... 6 days baby.. to icep inbound.. dammit.. im tired.. but i shall continue.. haha...
aku akan terus berlari!! blah blah..
lyrics from an old malay song that inspired me to run away from home... hahahaha... well i always had that thought... to run away from everything.. well that song jsut gives me like.. the power... so like right now.. before i
panjang lebar tell you about more of my younger lifetime, ill sign out right now....
i learnt a new word today.
pelenconganmeaning, Detour
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
me.
7:48 PM
CAMP!
day one: i didnt get a grp! so sad.. but nvm.. shermain, cherie and debbie also dun haf... had a lot of fun hiding the cans of food and stuff but grr... they found them so easily.. got one we put right on the floor... for fun la.. haha... later they think like.. eh eh.. how come so easy...but the rest like so high and stuff... discovered the above AC place... hehehe ....i like ECHOOOOOOOO coz i was in ECHOOOOOOOOO in ophir!!! hahah.. thats their motto la.. ECHOOOOOOOOOOooooooOOoooooOOOo. Echo. hahahahahaha funnyy... the rest was F .. FF.. FF.. F.. FOxtrot.. hhaa.. christina(or who ah) was like warning me not to stand in front of them or else later they spit on me.. hahahah.. golf was HOLE IN ONE!, golf! i like hotel the most.... i bet GADis told them to make that their motto.... WE WEAR PROTECTION, HOTEL! hahahahahahha..... yea... then had quest... filled in for wang jin... followed hotel la.. .. thennn... blah blah blah....then auction!!! so fun la....its either EDIBLE, SMELLY or USEFUL... hahaha... like shermain she describe like almost all she got into that category.... hahahhaa.... hotel got lucky la... hahah.. actually i wont ssay lucky hahahahha...then games!! played double WACKO... FUNNN... ok i was just sitting there la.. but then i keep on hitting the part a (wont say name) behind me... hahaha coz i so scared la.. like before that she was like "i wont get you hit, sgt".. i was like "well you better".., hahahahah... no tension la... then i was like laughing so much until i got sore throat and dry lips... until today mann... then played blow wind blow... i laugh until i fall on my back la...SHermain and SOap was doing forfeit(soap only but shermain so good she helped) .. they did mirror image.,.. hahaha.. and TANGO! hahaha... i also got forfeit la... then shermain helped me again.. but we like.. ermm... sang./. hahahaa... my worst singing ever la... partly coz of my bad throat and also because of yea... fun!! hahaha... then bathe and all... blah blahh... slept in the hall without socks and frooze there.... i kept waking up la.. first time i woke up i slept on the table.. then i woke up again i went over to cherie and debbie and the two giggling cadets... yes.. giggling... not shivering.. haha... cherie got the giggles with me the next day... then forced myself to sleep again... so painfull .. ok NEXTTTT
day two: went for shooting comp... sad la..i was reserve... but no matter..(tho i wish i did liferange.. and falling targets.. and shooting... yeahhh..) i have been given a chance to shoot for two yrs already.. and yeah ...i dun go there for nothing... my aching ass (for sitting for so long) was worth 20 pts... ahhahaha.. i love shooting .. nhheeh.. ok then me and cherie and Maam... hahaha funny la.. we both keep giggle and maam was so CONCERNED... hahahhaa... then we got the best for falling targets!!! yay... so funny la... like i was like telling maam and cherie where they are but instead they haven even shoot... and then another time i thought they were at the worng camber(spl?) yeah... then we won!! yay yay... then we got back to school like after spnding TWELVE hrs there omg... without having lunch and hardly any breakfast la... so we were straving.. ok fine i ate a litle..ok fine 2 packets of hello panda coz i was so hungry... but yeah.. ended up me and abigail had like stomachache after that... oh yeah.. asilah was getting stomachaches and scaring me la... as in i reserve ma,.. but she tahaned and got it mann... yep.. so good right she... inside the taxi i dunno how la but i suddenly put my head down and i got woken up.. like as tho i slept.. you must know.. its not that easy for me to sleep ina car... much less with my bun on la... like yea... so funny... so tired... then reached school, asilah wanted to climb over la.. haha... but then sir came... without the key.. grr.. but then after that maam went over by climbing... haha... we wanted also la... coz me and abigail like stomachache need go toilet dammmit... haha... then we got in the school... got welcomed... i was like "FOOD!".. i was hungry, plus need to ---- plus sleepy.. hahaha..then we had cadets night.. short but creative la the cadets.. no ghost stories told this time...... thenn after that had GHOST WALK>.. .. was pissed at the ---- (not my platoonmates) but managed to have fun... scared one cadet till she cried but then she was giggling again after that (she's one of the two giggles la..shesh..).. ran around to make sure everythings ok... messed up the route a bit... gadis and cherie was out to scare them but the snrs pretty mcuh scared them already... grrr.. but they still got scared.. haha... so for that i thikn it was overall okay.. yay! but i have to thank the sotry tellers la.. they are the ones telling the story and i had no choice but to telll them las t minute but they managed to make it convincing... asilah especially.. ehhh anybody there? hahahaha.. .oh yea... the LET THE GHOST WALK BEGIN! haahah.. i likeeee... but had to use a lot of tijme to find the switch.... then bathe and slept.. this time i slept better... on the benches... not so cold but still cold... but at least i could sleeep la.... thennn.... NEXXTTTT
day three:spent most of the day at the camp...kept the cadets in suspense as they were sitting down... found out that we got second for overall .. SPSS got first overall... actually but score we win them already but they also included the individuals or something then we lost by like so freaking little... still a bit sad and pissed about it but there are other stuff to be happy and proud about! Part As got FIRST!!! 2 of them got individual prize.. congrats to Private Shu Mei and Private Syazwani for that... Part Bs got THIRD!!! congrats to LCP Sulastri for her individual prize... and then DRUM ROLLLLLL>.. PART Cs GOT....... third..... yea... BUTTTTTT we got FIRST for falling targets!!!!!!!!! well, congrats to my platoonmates that shot.. but yea! i added the 20 pts!!!! heheehhe.... so i get medal also.. hahhaa... righttttt...got back just in time for AAR... got overall good reviews so im glad... crapped a bit abt ophir... tricked them by saying that i didnt plan for the SCREAM... that one randee helped me for that... thanks! hahaha... then gave the prizes and stuff... so good la... but now i owe asilah oreo os.... hahh.... then they spent time with their NCOs... they didnt wan to go back home isit??? omgosh.. waiting waiting theree.... but good thing my mom came to fetch me.. but then i got a bit pissed off by her after that... no matter... im just glad camp was good for the cadets... im glad we didnt totally screw up the timings.. and shermain deserves most credit for the planning and stuff... im not a very good planner... my onli big thing was the ghost walk and hell i am glad it didnt totally suck... it didnt right? yea...
sighh.. wanted to get to the place above the AC with delight to agze at the stars but then it was locked dammit... yea... i slept on the second day not gazing at the stars as i wanted but i gazed at the flourescent light above me... good enough right?.. haha...ok la... this has been a VERY LONG post so i shall sign off now.... wow... i practically covered everything about camp la... ok NOT.. hahaha.. there was more but yea... so longggg later.... ahhahah ok time to sleep...
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Friday, November 24, 2006
me.
11:11 PM
i like basketball.. hehe..
anyways.. grrr... i wan the pics from ophir mann... but onli maam has them and like none of us realy have her contact number so like only next yr then can get... crapp right?... anyway..i have formed my resolve! or wadever it is.. i shall study hard and shall start by doing my homework!!!! so far ive started only on a maths and malay (half done mann!!!) .. pretty pathetic la... some pple like half done for ALL the hmk... crap.. and anyway i seriously cannot wake up early man... was planning to get my ass to school to do work but yea.. hehe... sorry!! but yea.. did some of my hmks just now.. still got hell of a lot.. i think i shld print everything so i can like a stack of hmk lei... instead of half computer and half paper.. confuse then like the hmk not donw yet then yea .. crap la...
yea.. i like basketball.. mean game of basketball more fun... oh yea! i shot a 3-point shot(or wadever they call it) twice! yay! haha.. nice... but like nearer cannot.. haha... no la.. can can a bit la... feel like playing it more... but yea.. if dun really know how to play ill look stupid playing it... actually same with playing any game.. play tennis when u dunno how... like me la.. look stupid.. but fun hahaha... i wanna play tennis.......... sighh.... maybe during camp.. hahahah... crap la.. where got time... haha... ask delight to bring her tennis racket... nabilah!!! buy tennis racket la.. not squash.. then can play with meeeeee.... hahaha... ok la... enough crap... sighh...
i wan ophir pics
actually i wan my documentary on the fishes hehe..
i shall work hard on my studies!!
somehow...
Thursday, November 16, 2006
me.
8:40 PM
MT OHPHIR
or you can call it Gunung Ledang
its not easy to get up to the summit
nor is it easy to get down
in fact going down is harder
to me that is
well... shall i talk much abt it?
actually theres hell of a lot to say about
the resort
the rangers
the climbing up
the clts
the pain
the cuts
the bruises
the hardship
and the encouragement by platoonmates
wow.. and yeah.. after all the crap... the waterfall... ok actually we didnt get the real waterfall to bathe in but yeah... thats because we had to go the upper stream.. haha.. only for girls hehe..
but its seriously COLD mannn!!!! like wah.. must get used to it... hahaha.. then like so crap la.. we hang our stuff but then at night rain.. then.. when sleeping, we didnt wan to get to hot we didnt use our sleeping bag.. die la.. so cold.. and the guys tent beside us can still say so freaking hot.. haha.. then magi magi magi.. hahaha... we eat so much MSG.. eat DEBBIE! haha.. then the guys wld help us get the water and we would cook for them.. not cook la but boil the water... haha.. the stove can catch fire and hahaa.. we were stunned at the first time sia.. hahaha.. and the 'gentleman' was the FIrst to run... hahah .. ok la.. he didnt run but he got two steps when the fire was put out.. hhahaha.. then at night i told the guys the gunung ledang story (movie la) but then my platoonmates dun wanna listen to they just sit on the poncho.. then they sit down in like twos la.. then me and naB was beside each other at the log.. wahlau.. seriously look like a team of dikir barat pple.. haha.. me the juara and naB the tukang karut.. or maybe the other way hahaha...
then going up from heckpoint 4 to 8 was supposedly harder but since the day before we got tired, i guess we like
alah bisa, tegal biasa la.. then the rangers all very helpful.. well i translated stuff... and they will share tips like the way to breathe (shld breathe from the nose, not mouth) to not get thirsty and so on.. then like almost all knows my name la.. then they will like call me Hidayah or dayah then will somewhat encourange me la..like "boleh tak?".. then ill say my motto from OBS "bolehkan ajer!!" hahaha.. then like my stuff so heavy then they will be like "kalau tak boleh kasi lelaki" -if cannot then give the guys.. i was like "no! cannot.. i still can".. yea.. but the guys helped me alot too.. like encourangements and push my feet a bit when climbing up the stupid cave thingy la.. then since they helped me i help a bit (fine.. onli once) by reaching out my hand to pull him up.. then wahlau.. i declare the all guys are MONKEYS... go so fast.. MOnyet!.. HAHA.. yay! i like my team! ECHOOOOOOOOooooooo.. hahaha.. i shall upload the pics once i get it... i did documentaries too! haha.. shall upload them too.. sigh.. shall miss it.. but there are things which i will NOT miss at all
the FLIES
the ANTS (plus the commando ones)
the TOILET (the worst EVER!!)
the slips and falls that made me angry..
the LIzaRDS
the TENT (actually quite ok except that it almost flooded)
actually the summit was not taht great... should go to kinabalu or wherever then ya la.. but the trip up and down was the good part.. the things taht made me angry actually helped me learnt something important
when u are tired and those crap.. we will be cranky.. and the rest of our friends may get cranky too.. do not take their crap into offence and u yourself, when you know that u are cranky, take a deep breath and think before u say wadever, and see if your platoonmates are worth your crap.. obvious answer will be No.. there will be times when this will happen but these things happens momentarily.. and no conflict is worth this tiny a mole..actually im saying this because i was one of them that got angry.. yes, i got cranky.. didnt expect myself to get cranky la... well, it was the slips that made me feel so stupid.. and what somebody said taht made me feel even worst.. actually i understand la... i regret showing black face too.. like novody deserved to get cranky because of me... coz once u see somebody showing black face, you wont feel good yourself... but from angry, i felt sad... but at least i didnt start really shouting at others or wadever like i could but ya.. i was suppressing it in but i cant help it but to show it in my face.. so everyone, if i made u guys angry or made u guys think im angry at u guys, im sorry.. coz the person im angry at is myself.. serious.. yea.. anyway talk so much alread.. shld be going off now.. so ya.. thats about it..
jamie ah.. remember hor.. u pinky promise meee... haaha
<3 the ECho
peace out
dayahh
Sunday, November 12, 2006
me.