4:22 PM
ok i kNOW i havent been pposting and there were some stuff i wanted to post so i can remind myself but nvm la ha...
yesterday was eng paper... wonder if i can pass... if i dun ill retain wihich is a total NONO... crazy la... retain... i bet hell of a lot of pple might... im so freaking lazy to study!! ok these are the things i wan to concentrate in
amaths,
emaths
malay
bio
chem
lit
a bit the crazy but nvm.. the rest which are hist and ss im not really gonna care coz i sux at those so i will depend on my lit... sobs.. mr lee go already le!! good luck in London, you geek! hahaha... i seriously hope kala doesnt come next.. but oh wells... oh ya.. debbie say im like snr hazimah -_-?? oh wells.. that was random... i went like that when she said it.. wadeva laha... ok.. bored... actuallyim a little happy about one thing but its mean so i shant say it.. actually not mean la but nvmm.. ok eng was bad ... i think for compo i write out of point.. compre a bit the hard... summary i got 15 points but then a bit the repeated la..just pray they are lenient la ha.. ok.. i think thats it for now... eh wait...
IM SO SORRY STEVEN!!! that other time i talked about my penpal from america and i said his name was micheal.. its steven dammit!! oh sorry!! ok.. haha.. ok la.. byuez
Saturday, September 23, 2006
me.
10:09 PM
ok i nkow i haven been posting at all but nvm i shall summarise! coz i very the lazy.. haha .. anyway.. monday funny thing happened.. me and gadis tried doing kartwheels.. i can la.. haha.. last time gymnastics wad (can you believe it? i was once in gymnastics.. and malay dance!! and gadis actually haha) ya... but gadis she do very funny... haha... for me i just do but then the first time forgot to tuck in shirt first then shermain was like "eh hidayah, you got abs lei..". i wish.. ok i Have been trainig a bit and my tummy is a bit flat on that day but abs?.. haha.. work it baby! haha
then yesterday went friendster hopping.. i dun haf friendster la.. for what?.. then DISCOVERED some stufffff.. hahah.. i didnt know ex-encik Eileen went for INdia icep last year! but yea she looks nice in no5.. no5 rite? oh wells... then discovered a few more stuff and yar.. then yar.. today OH YES I HAVE TO TALK ABT TODAY! hhahahah
IM OUT OF REAP BABY!!!! HAHAHAHAHA to the '
them' i can only say "IN YOUR FACE!!!" hahahahahahahhaha stupid idoits who thought i will not get out of it.. ABCD.. stupid asses.. ike wadeva lor.. but yar. funny la.. my improvement only by 6 points... not that great actually... and yar.. i haf to do well for FYE or else ill get in reap again.. stupid.. but yar i realised somehting (another discovery!) for my mid yrs i didnt put in 100% effort and i even slept in class and not pay attention wadeva.. and i got 39 points (bad rite?..) then for CT2, i didnt put in 100% either but i paid attention in class and i improved by 6 points!! hahah.. funny.. then like wad... ive got pple from my class who study their sci for like 3 days and for me i studied for like less than 30 mins rite before the paper and i passed!.. well yea, they failed... but i pass just pass onli la.. hahaha... WOO HOOO IM HAPPY!!! hahah.. i was freaking debbie out being so crazy.. haha.. but yes... i shall work harder for my FYE and make sure i dun get into reap! haha.. the irony... i am more motivated to study now that im out of reap... haha.. yes its funny. hahaha (lit lee la...)
oh yar!!! mr lee is going awayyyyy!!! omg im so sad.. actually i expect it la but yar.. he's good man! for once i understand what im being forced to read and remember... i seriously hope kala wont lteach us... next yr how?. die sia.. anyway another DISCOVERy... he was from RI.. like can see lor he looks like a nerd type.. haha.. today he was very distracted.. suddenly just sya the tissue he asked for from yen fang is very nice smelling.. and his hair! omg.... nerd! but its funny! hahahah.... he going to london to further his studies by the way... sghh.. ok la.. gtg.. haha.. bye bye mr leee!!!
and yar.. im glad i sit beside sue wei.. she's so crazy!! haha
Thursday, September 14, 2006
me.
5:49 PM
sometimes i just so much to say but then i forget wadeva i haf to say... sighh... so.. ill jsut say now what im thinking.. wad am i thinking abt?..oh yes...
i want a PUMA
i dunno why i suddenly have a fascination to pumas... ok i like the watch and the brand and i love cats and its black so..enough reasons? hahah... i wan a big big puma! toy one la... imagine if i can tame a real one! hahaha... oh yar.. i finally bought myself earstuds... black also lei! yay! ahahha.. but its so freaking tiny la... hahah ok.. ill be back with more crap.. bye! hahahah
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
me.
11:31 AM
oh dang it...i blogged a lot yesterday but then the internet cut off for a while then everythings gone.. oh wells, i shall just sumarise
friday; went to delight hse to play tennis but her mom dun let so we supposedly study but ended up watching anime princess princess so in all we did NOthing Productive at all..
saturday; go singapore expo.. eat.. listen... buy stuff.. did nothing else.. go jp buy stuff... saw a swatch watch which i really like but cannot buy.. wanted to go buy a puma watch but not enuf money... after that go dads workshop.. helped him with a little cleaning... tink that i shld be better to him coz he work so hard for the family... then go home...
sunday, today; early in the morning (1000) my mom woke the family up making us get ready to go my cousins pertunangan tho yesterday my mom say dun need... curses then... go there.. felt awkward like shit... then made a fool out of myself coz i had to sew the hem which tore and my mom just gave me a white benang and so the hem was obvious is lampu kelap-kelip..tore my skirt (dammit) and accidently dropped the ring stuff when i had to pass it to the wakil person wadeva... so.. not a very good day so im now very glad to be home.. got headache rite now sia.. oh yar.. one good thing happend tho... i saw three black and white cats! ;}
oh yar..im glad i got contacts from overseas.. Micheal form USA.. quite cool ah when we talk about the stuff going on arnd our place.. as in interesting mann... yea... he's onna be a firefighter! cool huh?.. haha.. ok... thats it for now!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
me.
7:18 PM
had Lit today... came to school at 8 thinking there was eng mock test tho... stupid rite?.. and best.. Lit Lee came like an hour late... i was sleeping on my desk until my leg numb sia... like half the class went back home after half an hour.. then like there was a message on the board "Dear 3S1, (apparently) Mrlee is not in school today so we can go home! " like we were all cursing and stuff.. adn he came... an hour late... but yar... he gave us gummies but it wasnt halal... but then good la... i wanted to pon class but then it was good... haha. there was also another message "I shall be back for revenge!" that one was not intended to him la but then when he erasing he board he was like *dot dot dot... yar... then yar... class... before this i waited at the library, reading magazines and comics... after class i hang arnd the library again...reading comics... then taught Soap LIT! haha.. yar.. oh yar!! you know since he was late and had onli little time rite, when the bell rang at 1215 (onli got 15 minutes left) he pouted! hahaha.. the way he pout very funny! haha... he's not cute-hot but he's cute-funny! haha... but yar... at least the way he taught was very understandable type... he's a good teacher so i shall forgive him for being ONE HOUR late for class today.. haha...
ok then the part bs had their orieenteering test... they're good.. but i think its unfair for the even groups... like hard to find the check point and stuff... like yar... so must review it again for the future cadets... as in Futureee... yar.. wadever..do i make sense? ok nvm... but yar i run here, run there... run so much today...
and yar! there was a kitten!!! as in Syirah found a kitten in the school toilet.. not toilet.. the store room.. which was beside the toilet... damn cute!!!! very hungry... keep on mewing also! so cute!!! i just LOVE cats... then i called my mom if i can keep it... answer: No... sighh.. sadd... it keep on biting me all but not that painful.. quite used to it... then i went for PBOT then i came back and syirah and the rest was trying to let it drink some milk.. they actually bought milk and heat it up in the home ec room... so good pple... haha...then they cannot feed it properly.. then i came then i just dip my fingers into the milk then let it suck and bite my fingers for the milk... then they were like "you dare ah?".. then syirah was like "eh no fair.. i tried doing that but it wont drink!" haha... the kitten also will be more quiet when i hold it.. haha... but then after that it peed on my arm... such a nice kitten rite?... grr.... but then i wash my arm and shirt already la.. thoroughly some more! hahha... i hope the mother cat will take it back from the box la... going to school tmw also so yar, shall check on it... poor thing... it was raining when i left... i love cats!
meow meow
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
me.
8:14 PM
today was a good day... not That satisfying but then yar... i feel good la ha... well... Jessie, part a, hurt herself and today i had to accompany her ALL the wayy to her bus stop... which is one bus stop after mine -_-'' not that far hahah... the long trip was funny... ok but then today i got to teach the part as a lot of stuff so i really hope they understand and can do well... they need much more practices la...
come on part as, you can do it! haha.,.. i think i pressurize Hui choo '(spl) too much la.. but yar, i hope she's working hard.. hahah i hope i made sense in the first place... but it
was a good day in all... weird stuff happened sia... but yar.. haha... oh yar... spiders.. hahah. HC pics.. haha SW mrt hahaha... the qns the part as ask.. hahaha... but then im sadd too, their practice the results not up to standard.. but then i think they can do it one! as in really! they can if they constantly train and adjust more and know EXACTLY their weaknesses, they can make it one.. but yar, now more of like training first... yup...
then i talked to ma'am about the icep badge... sighh... complain ah.. haha..i dunno when i might get it but im trying to refrain from buying it myself... 3 bux i heard... beach road have.. haha... but NO.. i shall NOT... i shall wait till the time and there will be more feeling for it..as in like that "that was worth it" feeling... if i buy now like it will mean nothing to me... just 3 bux... but if i receive it, it will be more that a mere 3 bux..... all the things that happened, all the wonderful experience, the joy, the pain, the honour, the hard work and yar, 396 bux?.. haha.. all represented in a badge, the icep us badge.... although there are other iceps and wadever... and icep us also like nothing, it means a lot to me so yar... the day when i can finally wear it, ill polish it first! hahaha... lame... but yar.. when the time comes... but i cant wait till after exams!! Woohooooo mann.. things will get busseyy... hahah.... ok la.. thats all for today... =)
oh yar... met Wen Jing in the morning.. Fing tall la... wadever stupid! he was like "ehh" with his low voice then i dao him coz i didnt realise it was him.. funny sia.. he was like "HIdayah!" i was like " oh HI!" haha he's freaking tall!! but yar.. didnt say anything after that... then today i emt Jumali also... ceh bahh... he CSM.. or USM of Juying Sec Sea NCC... not bad ah.. i remember he was my partner for p5 malay class... always ask me if he can borrow my eraser or wadever until i tell him like "if u wan to borrow just take la!" hahahah.. then saw Zi yang also... if im not wrong thats his name la... then on our bus stop we waved a bit ... i bet he is like wondering why i never get down on that stop... haha... ok la.. enuf... byuez
Monday, September 04, 2006
me.
10:07 PM
i read my diary... as in my last time the diary... haha... so much crap... can see my handwriting change like so much after some time... but then i really regret... i regret some stuff like.. i really need to say this...
i am so sorry... i loved you a lot... the things that happened ... i loved every part of it.. it regret not treasuring it.. i regret making it like as if its your fault.. the truth is, both of us are at fault... things do change, you said so yourself.. i just wish it didnt.... i was crazy abt you.. i guess i was stupid to fall in love.. weird huh? me, Nur Hidayah, being in love... but now... my heart is so cold.. i wish i tried harder to understand you.. i wish we both werent so shy... i want you to tease me and call me names again... its better than you passing by me and just nod in acknowledgement...it wasnt enough.. i really did like you.. i read my diary.. the things i write abt you... makes me feel stupid all over again... but then when i hear my friends' uy problems, i feel more stupid for not treasuring you.. i took you for granted.. you always tried to continue communicating... by ANY way... you wld understand if i crapped to you abt school work and stuff.. you wld encourage me all the way for anything... you wld understand if i say im busy... but then... its just so sad... that we were both shy and we put studies and cca first.. you got caught up with soccer and hockey and me, nc... see, ncc, the things i sacrifice yet... ...i liked the way you constantly try to look at me... but now you wld just glance and look down after that... i like the way you show me that you like me... the little little clues... and the sweet things you did for me... but then.. i changed myself... i was always scared this wld happen and it did.. for me... i changed too i guess... i wish i was still your moon...i guess things change.. nc taught me that too
Sunday, September 03, 2006
me.
9:47 AM
haha.. its been so long since i blogged.. dunno la.. got so lazy to blog.. but yar.. my dad's back... ok wad to talk abt?.. two things... Teachers day stuff and wad ah?.. i forgot but wad isit?.. ok nvm, i talk abt TD first
the performances were a bit the saddening... as in not sad SAD la but i dunno... like the microphone and the sound system suddenly went very retarded that day and the dances.. sad sad.... some okay la... but like.. if i say here later got pple
terasa .. hehe.. but overall not bad la... haha... Si Jing was like the whole time asking debbie "how can you stand her??" like that.. hehe.. coz i was being very lame la haha... ok.... then went to Pioneer... a bit the sad also coz very little of us went... as in from my class... got la.. keith.. wen jing.. all that... but they all not that close to me so yar.. wahlau... wen jing ah... he like seriously shoot up so freaking tall la.. almost as tall as keith... aiyah... keith since forever so tall already.. but didnt get to see Raymond... got volleyball practice i heard... nice... ok.. then went to Macs with gadis' classmates.. so jealous sia... at lesat they got come and they so crazy... better than my classmates la (some onli) dun wn to come.. say busy wad the shit... big headed already sia... wadeve stupid idiots.. in the end cannot have the ymen to join up! hehe.. y men.. so primary school sia.. Gadis is Jean grey, Amirah is Rogue, Lana is Lady Deathstrike, and me, Mystique... hahaha... but thats the onli ones who came... eh matte... Shafiq also came.. but wad is he? i forgot...oh yar, Harith came too, can you believe it??haha
speaking of forgetting.............. i forgot a lot abt my primary school time... i remembered hardly anything... i only remembered what i wrote in my diary last time.. and i guess i put too much abt it in it that other things that may matter to me more is not in my memories... but then when i got inside pioneer like EVERYTHING rushed back into me... everything... like so many thigns that i used to do... that garden... that spot... and when i see a teacher ill be like i remember you!!! and everything... MRs Vijay remembered my name sia... ahaha... then ms tan... mr toh... but a lot of things changed too... sighh... i cant believe how much time we had last time la... like even right before psle we will be doing stupid stuff like disturb Assyaraf by following him home hahaha... then we will play at his playground there and stuff... then tho my hse is onli less than minutes walk ill walk with mira and gad to their bus stop and ill have to go one whole rnd then like ill buy Milky Bar... hehe... oh wells.. now life is so stress la... like i hardly haf time to even sleep... oh shit.. theres a wedding under my blok and they are starting to sing.. ARGHH... stop it la dei.. you nkow wad time they finally stopped singing yesterday night?... 1030 at night lei! wahlau... ok i better stop now or ill be cursing and swearing a lot in my blog... ARGhh!!
i forgot wad is the other thing i wan to talk abt so nvm la ha...
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