11:14 PM
oh goshh! lotsa hings have happened and i always never update! haha. did i say i finally met Mira? i didnt? oh yeah then. i FINALLY met Amirah bte Harith! (wah sounds like some celeb siaa) haha. it was great mann. lots of things may happen in a span of ten years, like few years of not talking to one another, being enemies at one point. but then, all the way at the end, we still stick together. and yeah, we're just too used to one another that secrets can be so easily shared. haha. it was nice. just eating at Long Johns and talking fer how long? as long as Johns.hahaaa LAME.
oh yeah... had a family outing! nice nice! BOWLING MANN haha! 3 strikes eh!! haha. yeah.. good food. annoying sisters. haha! nice la ha? then bought new jeans! hehehehe. men's jeans some more eh. better cut fer me maaa.
and yeah, WENT OUT WITH NABILAH! hahahaha! gosh like seriously! we only meet each other ONCE A YEAR mann! always at the dec hols. its like countable times. i remember. i think the first one when we were sec 3... we went fer EOY Cosplay Event at Expo. Last year we watch Deathnote and shopped a bit. This year was Twilight and shopping! oh gosh... i owe you a lot of money mann.. sorry! haahaha! shall pay back asap! Twilight was nice! haha but yeah, love exists only in fairytales haha
then wahh.. now we're like chionging for OC! hahah The OC! its fun! i dunno la. as in... i am always very tired to get to sch early. and like ytd, i didnt sleep at all and i was so tired when i came to sch. but then when i see Valeons around, somehow my spirit gets lifted! then some more, retarded ideas came. wah... once im excited ah, no one can stop me mann! i'll interrupt, i'll jump, i'll blurt out all the retarded (tho not always reasonable, rationale nor useful) ideas and such! haha. sorry to the seniors and tk coz i always cant stop myself from interrupting! haha. but im not even in games! IM ADMIN-ER! and guess wad! all the Malay Regimen - Howsun pple are in diff comms! hahaha. mann i wanna learn proper admin. hahaha.. but shall help games fer a while ahha.
and yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY chicken-pox-ed SYIRA!!!! hahaha. come back soon! we all miss you! ad we still need to go Masak-masak, Make-up2, Transformers movie and all that! haha! NO MATTER WAD, WE MUST HOR! ahhaha
mann... where did all my no4s go?
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
me.
6:26 PM
mann. im such a lazy ass. and damn, i think ill look freaky! ive got TWO cat bags, a cat pencil case and.. some cat toys! yeah! most were gifts! i still rmbr my clay cat, made by Shermain my partner! where the hell are u mann.. haha! well ive always wondered if i can have A HUGE collection of cat stuff! everythnig cats! but cannot la ha. too retarded alr. if i do that, ill look like my uncle that has hell of a lot of duck stuff at his hse. it can get freakaayyee..
gg out with mel was sweet! mann. i love letters! thx babe ;] and yeah! madagascar2 too! but then jan and jer, i hnoestly think sporeans shld dress up more often. hahahaahah.
goshh. coffee's been giving me headaches mann.
dance has been great too. tiring shit. getting harder by the second. but i love it! haha. mann. reminds me of MALLAAAYYY haha. and speaking of that, upon reading mira's blog abt thailand and the rural areas and the peace she got akin to the times she was in jj (eng sucking here), i thot of jj too! as in a theme for jj orientation! KAmpung Jurong! haha. but yeah,... nvm... haha!
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it's very clear now. it was just a big joke, a play, and the curtains have been drawn. i'm no longer staring at the empty stage, so into the character that i forgot myself. now, take off your mask and face me. unless the mask you're wearing is yet a mask of another. even so, let it be since that is how it always is.
"i'm giving up neither," the dancer said.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
me.