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xh.
10:51 PM

YTD WAS FUN!


coz i met Mira! haha.. well, in the morn, there was games trial and sss trial.. which was fun actually! coz we were mildly retarded.. haha.. mostly coz there was THE COMBO there.. Syira and Tee Kai la... and my gdness! Huai Ching finally came! haha.. so in a way, we had ful strength today! nice.. whenever AS say Full strength, i always get reminded of ....


"Gd morning Staff, Full Strength 25, Present strength 18, One holding post as IC waiting for fruther instructions, Staff!"

or smth like that! haha.. but yeah! im gonna miss slackin a bit.. but im pretty geared up le.. haha.. but anywayyyy

then after that got a lot of meetings.. fine.. only two la.. but the games and sss Action Review was a bit long la ha.. actually ok la.. nvm nvm.. but during the other meetings.. wah.. i was hungry mann! i bet i looked pissed or smth haha..

then i met mira! haha.. fun fun...


funny la.. we spent some time talking first.. like our phones, we kept pressing the snooze button! like we were supposed to start studying at 4, then became 415 then 445! wahh.. but yeah, we studied la.. functions, log and graphing techniques! ok, not like we studied everything there but yeah.. a bit a bit.. haha... then she belanja me prata! oh yeah! there was this baby ah, keep looking at me dammit! so annoying! as in freak la! see see!

hahah.. was nice talking to mira.. and nice talking to somebody on the phone too! hahahah..
met nablah after that.. cool man.. dentist woo..
then today was funny too.. accompanied my grandma to a wedding.. funny.. coz she made me wear a gold bracelet and a gold ring... totally clash with my baju kurung.. and like mann i felt awkward... haha
just a day before school...
she's a shooting star... good night.. good night..
she's a shooting star... goodbye...


Saturday, June 21, 2008
me.

10:00 PM

haha.. my mom is damn lame.. i didnt want to go for the lit retreat, la but dammit la.. haha.. like once she heard the word "stayover" hahh... she was like "wad retreat retreat? no no. enough already. wads with ur sch. i treat them then you know. wad u want me to speak to ur principal abt this ah?" which is ironical really coz she didnt want to talk to mr wangyal when he was on the phone.. lameshit.. i mean lameAwesome..as in dammit, i didnt even go fer Council retreat, i didnt go fer OG bbq, didnt go fer snr wenting's pop frm ocs, i didnt even send chris off... gdness, wad Have i gone for?? well, im glad i sepnt my june hols in sch then! wasnt stupid enough to stay at home coz if i didnt go sch, i wldnt have gone fer anything at all this june! hahah.. but anyway mr wangyal was really nice abt it.. felt kinda guilty fer his trouble.. and funny la! when i called him, first thing he said was "hey hidayah, u have a long life! i was just abt to call you! not a second ago! i was pressing ur number when u called! haha.. " i was like.."??... thats cool.... haha" funnaye...

great ex is boring.. id rather do maths.. well, id rather do maths than any of my subjects anyway..

laughing is gd for ur health. ;]

hols gonna be over.. and to think i wanted to go fer a run every other day.. hahahahahha now thats a joke! wah bubbletea is the main reason for my weight gain hahahh...

anyway yeah.. thats all i wanted to say! haharr.. ;]


Wednesday, June 18, 2008
me.

9:52 PM

mann.. this is funnnaye.. ok maybe not really.. but mann.. i just realised recently how angsty or depressing (as syira says) my posts have been.. really it's only because i post whenever i really feel very angry or pissed.. but im actually feeling jolly good! hahahh..

ive been so preoccupied with lame emotions that i forgot to talk abt anythnig else! like the lunch with Christina, Welfare and stuff... like i cant really rmbr now even.. shucks...(oh yeah! my snr PJ was frm crescent! and she was the batch that kick CBL to DnT! and Howsun made a wrong choice of wearing purple mann.. hahahhhh)

but anywayyyy.. today was such a retarded day! as in i dunno why i was so hgih and lame-ass.. like after my maths, i followed syira cut hair... i think it was during kfc that i started being retarded.. haha.. must've been the oreo crush too! haha.. but man was i having fun just laughing laughing! "wanna go yunnan?? we got catered bus frm jj to there!" haha.. meeting up with shakina was great too!.. gosh.. nice nice.. then meeting OOPS.. i meant WST (welfare social talk) nice nice.. then went home with burp.. i owe her a lot of money mann.. waffles and talking was fun.. can you believe her?? ok this is wad happened..

Burp: (in super seriousness) Hey, i'm worried eh....
Me: (expecting the worst) About?...
Burp: (without a change in tone of seriousness) The oil prices are gg up.. food prices are gg up.. us currency is weakening...
Me: Yeah, all prices will go up la...
Burp: (still sounding serious) but really eh.. later food prices go up.. then price of chocolate will go up also....

My Goodness! hahahahah... of course this is the "abridged" version of wad we said.. but wadehell??? hahah...nice nice

and btw i realised chengyi talks A LOT in his blog! relative to what he usually does la.. haha.. and hell i was shocked that he linked me.. haha.. and yeah.. im very lazy to link pple... maybe ishdlnt link at all haha....

and mann... singapore is so tiny that we are all CONNECTED! no need nokia le... or was it starhub? deosnt matter!

i am so not looking forward to the lit retreat nor am i of school! june hols has been such a great time.. sighh..gd things have to end huh?

and come to think of it, i miss Christian.. gosh.. long time siaz.. and ure sick la! dont go fer lit! stupid ! take care of ur health mann.. sheshh... really, take care...

and this is to my friends out there...
damn.. i miss u guys.. long long talks with bball.. talking while attempting to suntan...or just singing at the fitness area.. or long calls that end late at night.. u guys are almost too far away alr.. gg abt ure own lifes.. dang...

and to Aubrey
firstly, happy bdae.. and dammit.. i want to say a lot to you but man.. really... ur smses always touch me.. from the time u sms me that day, before Revelation, to during my elections when i was so indecisive and scared, and even now you're looking out for me.. damn.. i keep trying to understand what u are gg thru there but i cant.. but u always give me that warmth.. shucks.. girl, you really surprised me there with your sms nya... miracles..thank you... hope to see you soon.. love ya babe.. ;]


Tuesday, June 17, 2008
me.

9:50 PM

ytd.. i was damn pissed.. if i explain why i would most probably never end.. LIKE ARGHHHH DAMMITT!!! LIKE WADEHELL??!!! ASSSHOLE LA!!! AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN DAMMIT! @$@#%$$#%$#%ytr&%&

yeah... syira totally realised it when i walked pass the LN.. gave me a hug.. sorry junjie haha.. dammit la.. blazer pple another pissing off thing la (i still love doing it tho)... wah really.. but
mann... i love going to school.. why?.. i come inside and after some time, i hear Chengyi with his lame ass jokes.. Green? LP? wadehell... GAd very hardworking.. why? she leave out all the Rest... funny sia... highlight must have been this part tho.... when three of our unfortunate councillors had this mental illness where they mixed up their genders! haha..see for yourself! haha


thats gadis giving "tutorial" to CY!


so cute right? their facial expressions really distract
our vision from the.. EEK! legs.. haha

this was my fav!
and who's this girl? oh! its howsun!
and ice cream totally got rid of that sucky feeling..
sadly, i only got two scoops haha... but had one huge one (a little brainfreeze there) when i was trying to imitate hendy.. his mouth damn big la! nice nice..
mann.. there's only a few days to school.. sighh..
and yeah
Bye christina! have a safe flight! sry i cldnt be there!.. ;]


Wednesday, June 11, 2008
me.

12:29 AM

bought a new phone! same as Mira, just diff colour.. haha..

its so funny how a song can totally kill my happiness..

wads the use huh?


Sunday, June 08, 2008
me.

12:22 AM

honestly, i'm very ashamed of myself.. being so unproductive even after being given this time and chance.. why did i waste my two weeks? ok its not that i didnt do ANYTHING at all but.. its too little.. and i STILL procrastinate the simplest things.. maybe i really shldnt study in sch..there are too much distractions that tempt me all the time.. come to think of it.. my main reason fer comin to school is to wait for the people to retrun the blazers and wait fer their fine.. crap.. they made me wait and wait.. well, at home, my main distraction is not the internet, the tv, nor my own procrastination... it's really sleep..

funny really.. sleeping is really like dying right? what is it that really draws me to this great thing-sleep? for a long time, i've thought of this.. and its really because of dreams.. i find every dream to be such an exeprience.. i shld count myself lucky.. coz others usually get nightmares..but yeah.. i shld get up and do smth man!.. its all a matter of starting and then it will continue..

such contradiction... well.. just as honestly, i really feel at peace.. i love going to the council room early (or not!hehe) in the morn.. i just feel happy.. whenever i get home, my mood changes because of the people arnd me.. but yeah.. i shld be more productive.. afterall, there's only 16 days left to the start of school! hahahhhhh

have i made up my mind?.. not yet.. then again then again.. maybe never..


Friday, June 06, 2008
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