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7:06 PM

the rain...

i wonder why i like the rain so much... ok except for the time it came on the BBQ ... but just now.. while i was waiting for the bus.. the rain was so heavy... so cooling.. so nice.. thne i caught a whiff of something familiar... from the rain... like the smell of a swimming pool... ive swam a lot when i was young (heyy... im still young!..) but then i remembered something less expected.. as in the memories kinda just went into my mind.. and i continued daydreaming abt it.... now.. let me take you back to my childhood... ok only a bit of it..

well... when i smelt that swimming pool smell.. i remembered about the swimming pool i used to go at a hotel when me, my family and my childhood friends and Their family would go for holiday...what i saw in my "vision" was.... i was looking at Shakir.. or was it Rudy,.. i think it was Shakir... we were swimming in the pool when it started to drizzle.. Shakir's mom made him get out of the pool.. i just stayed there swimming and seeing him go away... then he got anrgy coz the rain stopped and he didnt go back swimming... or did he?.. well i cant really remember.. i must be like less than 10 yrs old...

Anyway, Shakir and Rudy were my best-childhood-friends.. haha... my best friends were guys.. well... my family and theirs used to hang out together A LOT... then i would go to Shakir's house often... as in together with my family and Rudy would also be there.. then we would play play play... i cant remember much but i will always remember how much WReStLing we always did... like we're always fighting.. haha.. those were the good times mann... then we wouldnt let my sis,Yanah, in coz she would cry after we play like for a while only.. yar lor... she would.. coz we say we dun wan her to play then she say she wont cry but then she still cried.. haha... i remember... there was once we played with the toys displayed on on corner of the house... then i would be the one cleaning up after them... sigh... well.. everything kinda changed when they moved house.. as in we dun go there often any more... and i remember there was once i went there and Rudy came later... the only i could like remember saying was that his hair had like... grown! haha.. like he just woke up maybe.. dunno... well i didnt know that Shakir was a year younger than me until like i was primary one.. i asked him wad school he was in and he said he still in kindergarten.. hahahahahha... but Rudy is the same age as me la... well... primary one is okay.. not too late for me to know... but then to think that i knew them since i was born.. lets see... after 7 yrs of knowing each other... Rudy didnt even tell me!

haha.. those times were like.. funn.. well... like... i stopped like being with them often when i was... primary... 4 or 5.. i think p5... coz hello.. im a girl and i shouldnt be wrestling around with guys any more..(hmm didnt sound rite...)... haha... but fun sia.. fighting haha... but not seriously fight until wan to kill la... just fight but then can really hit one.... oh yar... i loved climbing the side of Shakir's house when i was young.. i dunno la.. like i miss them now... yep.. now... i dunno what school they are at... wad cca or wad... oh wait... i know shakir is in Fajar sec... yep.. haha... i wonder i any of the two is in nc.. haha.. shakir will be a junior.. .. hahahahahhaha... but then if we meet as in the families meet, we wont talk to each other.. Shakir and Rudy would obviously talk to each other but then like there is a new family that became friends with "our grp" and they haf guys .. so they will talk in their own grp.. then ill be there with my sisters... arghh... sighh. .. i wish we got closer.. as in we are still close frens like that .. but then cannot la... later do wad also?.. actually got a loot of things can do together one.. well, ive never really thought of them any closer than best friends so yar lor.. oh yar!!! i saw shakir like a few months ago and he's freaking tall!!!! FISH you!!! like so tall for what sia! you one year younger than me some more!! haha.. didnt even talk to him... just talked to his mom and dad... they were visiting us i think.. i dunno .. cant remember much... sigh... we used to be close frens.. but nvm la ha.. i got other friends now.. my platoonmates (<3 yall!) and yep a lot... but it will be so cool if we were still close haha.. i wonder if any of the two watches anime?.. hmm.. haha...

well... from the rain to swimming pool to my childhood friends.... Shakir, Rudy and Hidayah.. hmm.. well... the memories of them will always be in me (sounds like as if they're dead)... i love the rain...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006
me.