red red rose.

4:37 PM

i can never ever have totally what i want... thats natural and that always happens...

i dream of one thing and god always gives me what i want, only 50%... ok fine.. thank you god i love you lots... you always give me more than i deserve.. actually now that i think about it, i really shouldnt complain.... as in, who am i to think that i deserve more... further more, me getting this things which i think are not enough, is actually much more than anyone gets.. like if theres someone poor, theres someone even poorer.. so if i get this bit, i should be grateful because there are people who dun get even a bit of it...

okla... i was a bit sad when my mom was screaming just now... as in.. this is my first time changing my room and i wan to love it... but yeah, i can onli really do that when i get out of this house and do it all by myself... its okayla... as in... okay lets see... no matter what right, i always have to make do... im now using my sis's, diyanah, table... its disgusting... well actually the table is ok and yeah... but jsut coming from her is DISGUSTING... i even wan to at least paint this table but then yeah... my mom went all nagging and screaming... wadeva la..[at this pt kaka farah steals the com and says hi!]

ok anyway... i am now happy!! haha.. put up my magnetic noticeboard and like i put like the magnets (which i decorated with my cat tm and heart tm) i like it!! i even put the magnetic cat on it! the one that debbie gave me last yr.. and also my small goblet that maam wenting gave... nice! i like it!! now to find space to out my books and wadeva crap.. but for now im likeing my space here... hha

its so funny... ok i know im crapping too much abt my room and bed area... yeah.. i think its gonna work out... thank you god.. eheh... ok la.. i shoudl stop blogging and do my work.. im left with ss and hist.. a BIT of hist onli and ss... well.. im happy... just need touch ups and stuff...

;} thank you god...

haha

Sunday, January 21, 2007
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