10:02 PM
i guess the only time i will ever get my dream room is when i move out of here... as in... i dun like blue.. with grey it doesnt look any better and my stuff are mostly gonna be white... not me at all... and if i were to add in my favourite colours, it will just clash.. no fun... although i really dun mind the colour combination now... as in its light blue with pale grey and lostsa white.. i just dun feel myself.. it will be wierd tho if i were to have purple walls, with red stuff and black bed... and some silver around.. well maybe it can work out if i take careful shades of the colours but then oh wells... actually i can add in black in my room here... or at least my space... but then my dad bought this rug which is really more of a rag... as in the colour is beige plus light blue and dark green.. it goes alright but then it just looks like country area or so... like not me... but now i seriously cannot add in any red at all... purple maybe coz it might go well with my bed (grey ) but then it would go with the walls... ok this is like my first time really cahging my room so i wan it to look good.. somehting i will be happy with instead of the normal i have been having... sadly, its not going my way ...
well, i just took some time analysing my room.. i took out the rag and damn it! it looks much better.... its because of the colour beige.. once i introduced beige, the amount of colours get VERY limited.. black ill be out of place as it doesnt match with beige as i could be with white... so, no beige... most probably im gonna have things which are light brown but ill try not to add in more colours.. but then brown... hmm... dunno.. ill try... coz most of my stuff are black and i'd like to keep it that way... and i know one thing which i hope i can include... a single small vase with a rose in it... well obviously the rose wld no be something pple wld give me but ill get it myself... actually i haven experiment more with colours but ill definately put in some black, silver and a small bit of red (that rose) ... i dun think i can fit in purple at all it will be totally out.... oh yeah,... i shld get a rug which is like black and white combined... i also wan a bean couch... anybody know where to get them?.. and yeah... ill have a small collection of catstuff... hehehe... and ill save up money to get perfumes from the body shop... their colours are so nice! and then i can have like a cute collection of that too! and yeah, a chest full of accessories! well i do have some but ill buy more! or i can hang my stuff not like miny manequins(spl?)..... haha...
well that all takes money.. so like i pretty much have to buy a kitty bank to save money! (i dun like pigs.. so i shall call my "piggy bank" KITTY BANK! hehehe...) anybody knows where to get them?.. well most probably i can find it in a toy shop.. haha...
that sounds like i should shop more.. and go out more often... however, i still need to concentrate on my school work and stuff and no longer abt my room.. thus, i need to do these things fast... olevels are like so near.... im a little scared.... prelims also... i cant believe im sec 4.... time goes damn fast sia! well.. i jsut have to do my best in anything i do for now... tho its easier said than done...
i need help in my studies too! my only strengths are in maths and malay.... im gonna combine my sciences... i dun plan to bring them for jc anyways... or poly... i dun like sci.. never did... hen my humanities... i stronger in lit i guess.. but i need constant practice.. my ss and history are ... well.. not good at all.. but a bit better than my sciences... well, once i combine my sci it will be a bit easier for me but then i need to really SCORE for it... so i cant hold back.. i know i can do it actually, that is if i put in my best... but if i dun like the subject at all, how can i score... remember akutsu? POT... he does well in what he hates coz in order to justify him hating it, he has to be better than it.. as in.. if u have a rival, ou have to be better than him right?.. something like it... oh wells.. sciences.. bleah.. humanities.. bleah.. but il still work hard! gambaremas! hehe
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
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