yeah.. long time never write in.. busy, lazy, com keyboard sploit, you know...

anyway.. how time passes... the last post was like wad.. even before the prelims.. yes, prelims is now over and im left with onli 22 days to my Os.. i feel stupid... not just because i already am but also because.. no matter how much i try to psyche myself to do work nd like you know... pep talk myself.. it never really happens.. sucks...

i ddint come to school today.. cant help it.. was sick la.. yesterday was even worst.. sneezing all the way.. haha... i stood at the door (after being in the toilet and the outside to try sneeze off my flu) and just said "mrs gek, may i Please go home" but then ya la.. i was disturbing others.. history test la.. hha sneezing all the way. pretty gross too... come to think of it.. it may actually be serious you know... heyy, you never know... usually i have like flu for abt half day or max one day.. because of flu or wadeva la.. but then now its like my third day.. sekali i actually having denggi.. shesh. bad mouth...

today i got my prelim results.. well not really.. sweet suewei helped me check my papers.. well.. cant say for now.. im not too sure wad i got and all coz got the moderation and stuff... but yeah... shld be alright.. ok lets see..

i got a2 for lit, a2 for malay, i think b3 for english.. so like wad .i already got 7 pts... and guess wad.. my sisters want me to go njc. ... ya lor! crazy pple.... like this

"wad for i go sch today? today got like wad schools coming : NJ, ACI(ib),SAJC, (and wadever)! how to get there! im just gonna pon sch la.."

"why not? go nj la.." --farah

"crazy ah? 6 pts lei"--me

"can wad.. you can make it one" (something like that) -- nur

"ya'll know wad i got for midyrs? 29 pts lei..."

both my sisters looked at each other.

"i got 26 lei. just 3 pts... can one.. kak nur got 12, i got 10.. you can get within that range too..."

ok.. like.. hell... i dun wan the pressure on me if i ever get to nj so yeah.. nj is OUT of my list.. im looking forward to acjc tho.. not bad wad. got the drama eletive i hope to go.. coz they will teach how to make costumes.. yes, costumes... its close to making clothes and stuff...

but helll.... im not confident at all...

im scared actually.. like you wont get a second chance after this.. if i dun get to jc im screwed... as in if i dun qualify la.. if i get great pts but i go poly can la.. but i NEED to get qualified to go jc...i know that my family got like you know... like my other relatives look up to my family.. like all the geniuses like taht... ok not that bad but yeah... we all got it from Both my parents la.. my dad a genius and my mom is rationally bright....

haha.. im writing so much... trying to make up for the long time i never post...

actually i never post coz im Supposed to write in my diary.. haha... you know.. the old time thing... i actually prefer taht actually.. like i was reading my old diaries and like it so fun! yeah..

OHYA!!

nobody gimme denim.. my tactic didnt work.. damn! oh wells..

and yea... how time flies.. its already half-way thru the fasting month... my Os starting (prac first) 5 days after Syawal..................

okla.. i know i have a lot of stuff to talk abt.. but its all in my head and i cant type that much... yes, call me lazy... haha... see you soon , i hope..

dayahhh