9:55 PM
actually i wanted to post abt ytd.. me and mel skipping class just to talk and then me and jess finally having a first bonding time, which was great! gg jp and all...then family2 dinner, bond more wtih JL, Mark and Juanita, jackie very sweet, gave me toblerone.. but i cant think of the details now...
im sad to leave jj
really.. everything, everyday there has been so surreal, miracles all the time.. i knew this was coming.. the first day there and i already told myself that im not staying.. i still remember how i introduced myself to my family the first time.
"Hi! Im Nur Hidayah. i got 11-2 9 for my os. im confirmed not staying but while im here, im gonna put in ALL my effort for this! "
yeahh.. og8.. no need to say.. yall know i love u guys..
f2.. it has been a real short time with yall.. but really, i love yall too.. all the things we do tgt, during those hard times, we still pulled thru it all! Together! we got stuff.. ;]
the close frens that ive made so far.. i really dont wan to lose yall!
howsun, how am i to find another u? cheerleading.. who can i do it with any more? honestly, u are a real sunshine to me.. i just read ur blog..
kau tau kan tentang masalah aku? mungkin kau bukan cakap tentang aku, tetapi aku cuma nak katakan.. aku anggap kamu sebagai sahabat, sahabat handai atau apa apa lah... yang penting, aku percayakan engkau.. kau tahu tak? kau benar benar buat aku rasa lebih baik apabila kau sendiri yang menanya aku apa masalah aku (malam itu kau sms bila camp).. bagi aku itu cukup.. jadi janganlah fikir yang "saya rasa tak guna , memang , tak lulus menjadi seseorang's kawan " sebab dengan cara kau tersendiri, kau telah pun menolong dan memberi kesan pada ramai orang, termasuklah aku... ;]
hehe... my malay very gd right? hehe...
mel, do you noe that u are a real blessing to me? u were there for me when i really needed somebody and when i was truely down.. u are also the first person ive ever talked to for so long on the phone.. hrs and hrs haha...u were the one too that helped me bring up my confidence.. i tell u.. this few lines are not enuf to express my feelings now.. in fact those four pages arent either..
hendy, right now we dont spend much time tgt coz of diff families.. but i still remember that you too were there for me.. yeah, it was the day i was damn sian.. i tell u ah.. my day became better just when i received that call and u said "YIPPA ANDENEH!".. and the time we've spent, i thank you for it..
i wan to thank and mention a lot of pple.. like Aaron, Arthur, Sharon, Jackie, Jia Liang, Mark, Hazlin, Shakina, Sherwin, Kahsing, Francis, Juang shiow, Aubrey.. like there really is a lot.. just that i a little braindead now..
right now.. i really dunno wads gonna happen next.. im gonna give sa ogls as much support as i can and give sa a chance as much, tho inevitably lesser, as jj.... am i gonna cheer for sa after these few days or weeks? will i lose contact with my friends now? will it get awkward to talk to them?
haha.. i dont even noe which is better.. loving sa or jj.. as in after some time ah... hmm.. im really gonna miss the cheers...all the mass dance... my family dance... the field (yes the field!).. the bball court.. the canteen auntie and her food... the ah-ah song.. the area outside library.. im also gonna miss the jj cat, nugget!.. playing bball.. malay lessons.. taking pics and vids.. the clouds and wind there.. the noisy passing jets..feeling excited to go sch.. meet my frens... and a lot more
jj really allowed me to be myself.. sa.. lets see how it goes..
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
me.