8:32 PM
i didnt post abt vdae right? ok hmm... now i cant really remember coz i just got back frm camp.. oh oh! ok remember liao.. but wont say much... very tired now
vdae:
- watched very sad malay movie.. Retard's a Sensitive New Age Man! haha
- jia liang very nice! give like FIFTY roses to pple duhh including me hahaha.. sew his pants then he bought me drink!
- got a lot of sweets!
- thanks mel for ur letter! very nicely done eh! i embarrassed of mine lei...
- mira pangseh me (say wanna go jp since we skipping hist but in the end nvr)
- kahkahsing very nice eh.. wahh.. let me play his psp and stuff.. like didnt just ignore me la.. haha.. i kept failing the trainings tho...
- go dance with our tiny family (they had plans la...) for less than an hr :(
- this time i nvr wait for mira they all, just went jp.. yup alone.. met shadiq, passed a jnr that didnt greet or even looekd at me.. felt invisible lei..
- bought a watch, nike bottle, and a bottle of soap bubbles! smell like chocolate one lei!
yup.. then went home...
then OGL camp
well, i didnt go sch.. then went sch at arnd b4 3.. met mel, funny! NOTHING! hahaahah... oh yeah.. one funny thing happened.. not very funny la but just hmmm.. ok wadeva! ok we saw this red paperclip twisted to a heart shape on the floor.. mel said, while pointing at it, "eh! heart shape!" STEP.. a guy just walked pass us (by the front) and stepped squarely on the heartclip wtihout noticing! haha.. then another girl kicked it to me when she passed by..
ok next was mass dance!!! i LOVE to dance! and jj mass dance can really help you sweat it all out! i sweated my fever out before, and it helps me forget my probs and emoness.. haha.. LIKE DRUGS! then wad ah? oh ya, family time.. dance again! Gimme one Mark clap! (clap!) i wanna dance! hey mama! ahha.. then had the singsong time..had to sing "lenggang lenggang kangkung" on stage seyy, wahlau! haha..then cried a bit thinking of mira and gad.. teared a bit more when my emoness came back.. then had night games! run twice onli la.. haha.. then the memorable part was i guess the part when Mr "handsome" called me. Long story cut short, he like complimented me by saying that he find that i look like a 6/10 (omg la...) i asked why and he say something abt "can see frm the sparkle in your eyes" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH hahahahahha.. its a good thing that he says that, coz it means that my campers may just view me that way too.. which is good, right? hahah wadeva..
well, slept at 2, woke up at 330am, fire drill, kena scolded, then did pt, then did nerd dance haha, then moved stuff i think, then..changed, then family dance!!! we got 7.75/10!gd gd gd!! can improve of course but its gd! ahaha.. then breakfast.. was trying to sleep and jialiang kept singing to me, then.... telematch was it? yea.. then the talk frm mr koh.. wah... thank you sir for even addressing us... wahh.. i was falling asleep la.. tried to sit str. ncc style so wont fall asleep like totally.. it worked! still sleepy but didnt fully doze off... then mass danced! i better remember the dance moves la.. haha.. oh ya.. i slapped yao an to wake him up until it was red! he asked for it! ok i apologised after that la.. haha.. then kinetic warfare! ok lor.. jus that there is just too little pple in one og la... then clean up, change, singsong again, had talks by two teachers? yeah, me and mark were trying hard not to fall asleep but as of right now, i cant remember a thing abt the first part.. haha.. then dismiss then paints, play bubbles! then home...
a few bad things that happened during camp
- broke my pink hairclip
- my supposedly waterproof watch spoiled
- lost one of my ears studs.. really sad :(
- had a lot of stomachaches
i think thats it! very tired.. got a lot of details actually.. but nvm la... haha
edit:
haha.. this just abt some of my thots... so anyway.. i was thinking... like ncc really got me prepared for this type of expectations.. like the standard and all that is lower than creznc (duhh) haha but yeah.. all the initiative crap... then they did stuff like pumping those of higher positions in frnt of us.. so familiar... i got very angry seeing somebody down pumping.. i got angry coz i hesitated knocking down too... bleahh..
yeah.. then i was thinking abt F2.. like we really can work tgt in bad situations ehh.. like our dance, the first one, was done in 2 hrs la! haha.. we always have probs but somehow we all can adapt and still work on it! well done F2! lubbz yall allzzz! hahah yeah! lunch time ah, we crowned our Twit King and Queen! haha.. hu? Aubrey and Jeanle! hahaah
i was thinking of whether im up for this ogl thing.. i can... and ill always put in my 100%.. but shld i? shld i put in so much effort on something that may not last?.. there's this thing at the back of my head that kept replying "YES!" to wad i just asked.. nothing major is stopping me, really.. dunno la.. yes, i shld push on.. i didnt join ogl just to dance and cheer.. i wan to give back wad jj ogls gave me during that short camp.. not back to them, but to the upcoming pple.. yeah.. i shld help pass on the same high and crazy jj culture.. something i cldnt do abt creznc..
i was also thinking.. like i really shldnt take my frens for granted.. i have been so preoccupied with my own selfishness that i get annoyed at them too easily.. i shld really stop thinking abt things that didnt matter and is just plain stupid and instead make full use of my time with the ppel i care abt... no more.. no more..
oh ya! another thot! CHOCOLATE SMELLING BUBBLES DOES NOT TASTE GOOD! hahahaaha... yeah.. we were playing with bubbles while waiting for the paint to dry and i tried catching one with my mouth.. unfortunately, i was successful! haha.. it burst in my throat so for quite some time, i kept coughing! haha.. its funny! bubbles are so fun to play with! its great for bonding time too! coz i finally saw my family mate like participating with that smile one his face.. haha..its great to play with when ure down too! haha..
ok la... i think a lot and i cant possibly say out all my thots here so ill stop now.. haha! oh ya but one last thing!
HEY MEL! are you thinking wad im thinking B1?
i think i am B2!
NOTHING!
haha.. this is coz me and mel were on the phone when we realised that we didnt know wad we were talking already and in both our minds were nothing but "i dunno. i dunno. i dunno." haha.. its like we said to each other.... "yeah.. i cant Think of anyThing. like we both got noThing mann" something like that! haha..
Saturday, February 16, 2008
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