7:25 PM
this is dedicated to my granpa ...
todae my family and i visited my very sick grandpa... he looked so scary.. extremely thin, seriously skin and bones...he seemed so breathless... i had no idea wad to do, really... i, from a long time ago, cannot understand anything that he says.. he speaks malay.. but the way he says it and all, well..i cant catch nor understand them... but there was a very clear thing that he said...
it was the syahadah...
no, he has not passed away yet but yea.. my parents kept encouraging him to zikir...my mom was crying.. i wasnt.. but in my mind i kept thinking abt this... well, when i was much younger (i cant even rmbr i made the promise), i promised my granpa ill look after him.. until now i haven really looked after him... i was/am his a-chong... why "a-chong" you ask? funny really... as a toddler i couldnt pronounce some words... air kosong (plain water) became a-chong and thus the nickname..
its funny.. but its also sad.... coz my granpa can remember me and my sisters onli as young children... we used to visit him Very often when we were young, almost every week, but we grew up and visited him less.... sorry atok...now, i just pray that he can leave peacefully and go to heaven , insyaallah...
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well, now... wad to do? ive got three free daes... ok let me list down the things i need or want to do!
-malay hmk
-practice doing gp paragraphs/essay
-wash shoes!(impt!)
-make dance steps for last 40 secs of hey mama (bleahh)
-watch BIO:AON over and over to get the cheerleading steps right (to show off to how sun! haha)
-make my own shabooya! hahaaa
-upload vivo pics (so late! sry!)
i yhink that shld be it! hahaa... yea some are lame but i have to waste quite a lot of time you know...unless i shld be doing research or something... ok maybe i shld..haha..and ya... the vivo pis! need to pload vids too! haha...
ok thats all for now! ;]
Thursday, February 07, 2008
me.