10:12 PM
yeah...im sorry i made everyone so worried by not calling and all... yes it was selfish of me.. im very sorry..
ok yeah... let me talk abt ytd... from the start...
i was extremely down.. i can say "extremely" coz it really was the extreme.. i was down for no real solid or understandable reason... thats why i find it extreme.. played bball after watching some guys playing (damn rough) but still felt down.....
was suddenly alone coz arthur and sharon left for canteen... then mira and how sun came and left... they tried to cheer me up (i think) but i think i passed to them my emo-ness... same thing with mel...got a call frm idiot and just talked lor... felt a lot better after that and i reminded myself to push away that emo-ness and instead accept hyper-ness.. haha crapp... but yeah, after that play bball again with arthur... then for malay lesson i just hung out talking to amirah... one nicepart was when we bothletgo of our hair at the fitness corner there and slept.... ok not really haha.. then we both sang and sang.. she keep singing off tune! hahaa..
then family meeting well... ok lor.. my leroy ( i think) kept shouting and made us really down... but mass dance was fun! howie was my partner....
yeah... at nite was when it began...i realised part of the reason why i was down was coz i kept missing chances to go out with my frens just to hang out... it was damn selfish of me to just go but i know i wld regret it if i didnt go... it was fun too! CARS! "wait, let me think!" hahaa,... "becoz i squash bananas!" hahaaa.. yeah..i can imagine... ill be in a worst mood than that morn if i didnt go... haha...
so anw todae was bleahhhhh except for the mass dance and leaders dance! hahaa.. danced with hu? Jackie! coz how sun go awayyyy.... then dance dance!.... then after that bring table then i waited for gad and syira... they almost left me la.. they owe me bubble tea.. hahaa.. then in the end didnt go crescent... so i went home, walked sooooo slowly, slept all the way to 630 pm.....
man.. fours daes of no sch is gonna be torturous....
oh ya... while waiting for gad.... it was so cold...
just so cold...
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
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