red red rose.

12:22 AM

honestly, i'm very ashamed of myself.. being so unproductive even after being given this time and chance.. why did i waste my two weeks? ok its not that i didnt do ANYTHING at all but.. its too little.. and i STILL procrastinate the simplest things.. maybe i really shldnt study in sch..there are too much distractions that tempt me all the time.. come to think of it.. my main reason fer comin to school is to wait for the people to retrun the blazers and wait fer their fine.. crap.. they made me wait and wait.. well, at home, my main distraction is not the internet, the tv, nor my own procrastination... it's really sleep..

funny really.. sleeping is really like dying right? what is it that really draws me to this great thing-sleep? for a long time, i've thought of this.. and its really because of dreams.. i find every dream to be such an exeprience.. i shld count myself lucky.. coz others usually get nightmares..but yeah.. i shld get up and do smth man!.. its all a matter of starting and then it will continue..

such contradiction... well.. just as honestly, i really feel at peace.. i love going to the council room early (or not!hehe) in the morn.. i just feel happy.. whenever i get home, my mood changes because of the people arnd me.. but yeah.. i shld be more productive.. afterall, there's only 16 days left to the start of school! hahahhhhh

have i made up my mind?.. not yet.. then again then again.. maybe never..

Friday, June 06, 2008
me.