wahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! when was the last time i felt genuinely happy?? it feels great mann!
ok today started off quite normal but we four neighbors took the taxi today! haha thats me alyssa burp and hendy. then normal boring day. lt5 was torture for being so hot and smelly but i honestly ketp awake for like 95% of the time! not too sure if anything went in tho. but somehow after that, the mood went ddddoooowwwnn and almost hit rock bottom (for no reason) when jeremy showed me the MICKEY MOUSE GLOVES!!! its huge! and my hands are arleady big but its like BIGGER! haha! and it has only 4 fingers! no middle finger! had a lot fun playing with it man! basketball was funny too! haha.. gosh that brought up the mood. went fer maths, then boring pw AND THEN WAHH!
i played with the swings!! ok not exactly la. its the ropes thing at the fitness place! haha! but it was so nice! like i went so high! really really happy mann!
and had a little badminton with syira! nice nice! sorry if i left u a bit like that, but u bailed out first!haha.
then went arnd jp with garrick coz got nothing to do while waiting. thanks garrick! haha. fun! bought the phone strap i wanted and walked arnd again. niceee. a lot of -_-'' moments of course plus moments when i wanna punch him, haha! didnt take pic tho but nvm! haha. then took mrt to cityhall. nice talking and catching up. cool la.
then DELTA07!!!!!!!
ok at first i was so nervous actually coz the last time was so long ago mannn... and i didnt think i miss delta so much but suddenly seeing christina, asilah and the rest made me so high and well, myself! i forgot how dramamama i can be and i was really like that thruout! wangjin almost pucked out the water she was drinking when i was so animated when trying to get a change of drink. as in i like that waddddd... haha!! then the PRADA QUEEN (aka christina) kept Dismissing me la!! haha! and she was like "excuse me, can u reheat my pizza? it has been sitting here for 45 mins!" super... i dunno wad! and Dlite was neglecting us by posting up fanficts! ive got proof! then wahh.. finally got food ENDURANCE AND DETERMINATION DELTA! ok it wasnt so loud tho. ahaha! eat eat cam whored. took so many pics! here are some.
malay regimen minus nabhah!
me, asilah, jamie!
3 on 3!
the last one was at the end when we went to esplanade rooftop. it was very quiet! not like there wasnt any "activity " tho. haha! syira suddenly sms that she's broed at home. ahahah! oh yeah! had a lot of trouble with the damn cam and flash! haha. got lots more pics tho, just haven put in my com. and yeah!!! met siti, hanis, nad and some others too! haha! main topic, ASSYaraf! hahah! really really surprising! nad was surprsied abt my hair too! and speaking of which, my hair is really becoming unruly and i cant do anything abt it! grrr
sighhh.. nice eh today! really had a lot of fun and laughters. really caught up with Garrick and Dlite! missed you, girl! like really lor! haha!
sighh.. we'll catch up again soon, k? haha!
and yeah, anyone wanna follow me go EOY Cosplaying event on the 13th Dec? ;] i wanna be yoruichi! guess i cant ehhh?
overall today has been a really TERRIFIC Monday! haha!
i shall upload more pics once i get them! ;] wahhh.. really, Endurance and Determination, Delta! that was a great time eh? glad that we still can get tgt like this! wah! really! im like tired nowww. but i just HAD to blog abt this! so happy! woohoo. and yeah, saw some guys breakdancing in just pants at the esplanade there. nice moves and abs! haha ;] ok crap, im gonna turn to be more lie garrick! haha no la.
joy is contagious mannnnnnn XDDDD
haha. this feels funny. im so overwhelmed with happiness that even when i think abt it, i dun get a single bit down. cooool! im on my wayyy! hahaha gosh im happy!
mystique-shadowcat-armycat-dramamama-rosemoon-blackcat and a lot moreeeeee
;]
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
me.
11:42 PM
actually i really dont like when pple post up lyrics on their blogs coz basically i dunno the tune and that i dunno which part of the song is the important one! but yeah, just felt like doing it myself.
post promos have been rather uneventful so far and i see many pple have raised that concern very negatively in their blogs. well, i dunno why my posts have been sounding so positive and cheery, but i also wonder why others seem so bleak and sad. guess when i post, i cant help but focus on the good things that have happened. of course i get pissed at many things during that day itself and my life isnt that perfect. like that ive lost my cat, that ive lost my citadel jacket, that my sis is so arghhhh, that the HYD videos are always stuck loading halfway, that ive lost my smile, that i lost my time... ok now i dunno why im so pissed. hahahh... its better to just laugh it all. and who say its weird to laugh and cry at the same time? multi-task la! haha
ok now im freaking myself out....
haha!
anw, i hope more things happen. im getting bored of having time in my hands. coz yeah, it makes me remember bad things. which i shall not brood about!!! (thats me unsuccessfully trying to convince myself) haha.
oh yeah!!! im gonna get back at hendy for breaking all three of my swords (bamboo poles)!! its fun releasing stress with him! i wish i have my wrestle buddies back tho, rudy and shakir. but hell they wont remember me.
and yeah, to spend quality time, its never about where or how long man. haha. like u can spend quality time at the traffic light. just keep waiting for the green man, then dont walk, continue talking till it starts to blink, slowing do the handshake, attempt to cross, be stopped by one concerned friend, then continue talking! repeat procedure! hahahahaah... funny sia. i wonder how many green men we let go without crossing. haha! nice nice.
im quite excited abt tmw's DELTA REUNION! i wonder how many pple can make it. must remember to get my cam! and to clear my com of useless junk! haha!
"don't smile/laugh when u don't mean it"
sorry, i can't so that.
because i need to move on.
i need to run.
i need to fly.
i need to smile.
please.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
me.
12:06 PM
MY HEART
Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu
pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn?t risk my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart
pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn?t risk my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart
i used to sing this song to my cat... she's gonna be put to sleep tonight. good night.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
me.
2:49 PM
my finger just got a cut from my lit file! this proves that studying Can hurt you!! hahh...
but yeah, not studying lit now. gotta go thru econs again. come to think of it, there's only four papers left! econs, 2 hists and lit at the very end. all major ppffft h2s.. mon and thurs no sch. just a little bit more!
its so fun to look back on the fun times. my dad was looking at past pics of him and my mom in hawaii and our pics. he kept going "handsome right papa? handsome right?" hahah... and it gets real hilarious to see me when i was young. i was so cute!! haha... well thats wad my sis said while looking at herself, so i guess thats not too much of a narcissistic comment. hahah.
its great to find out new things too! like realise smth that happened some time ago. like it was so significant but i didnt realise it. sounds like a "too late" thing but i dunno. just feels nice. ok, not making sense right?
guess the only thing that is bringing me down (other than promos that is) is that my cat is hospitalized again. worried ehh.... it was fun trying to feed her the medicine tho. like i had to coax her by singing "my heart" to her again. oh well....
and yes, one more good thing.... MY LAPTOP IS ALIVE!!! ok, it has missing keys, its a bit slow, very little space left and its very old basically. but ITS ALIVE!!! lemme try typing with the broken keys, see if it'll make sense.
ne by ne my chess eces mve. ng twce f my exectatns. bt st t wast fr my enemys advance s essenta. nw my frends nw my fe. cacate rght. the cnseqences are great, the ga sgnfcant. sy sw steath sng. be assred, ths mta destrctn s rmsed.
woohoo! hahaha. thats cool tho! and yeah, all my files are intact and the internet works! love love love!
its feels a lot better smiling! ;]
ow... finger pain mann.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
me.
9:32 PM
hmmm. shaun read that blog post... haahaa... funny day in maths class again. was depressed at first but shaun made me laugh again! his facial expressions are always priceless! some more he was so chatty today (a change i must say) coz of the adrenaline rush. and yeah he called me an arowana. i didnt even know wad type of fish that is. but its expensive i heard! haha. lame. moron. stupid. i dun like your calculator!
anw promos are coming. and yeah.. revision gg okayy la... bleahh. it's like everyone just cant wait for promos to be over. still got things planned after promos and so many promises i gotta keep. haha
and yeah, a bit late but hmm, never knew bball can be so philosophical. like really mann. hah! thx, brey.
i love valeo, my classmates and my friends- ya'll know whyyy *raise eyebrows to those that----- hahahah! its no fill in the blanks tho.. hahahaha
every fortnight there seems to be things happening. weird.
one by one my chess pieces move. killing twice of my expectations. but still, to wait for the enemy's advance is essential. know my friends, know my foe. calculate right. consequences are great. the goal significant. sly slow stealth sing. be assured, this mutual destruction is promised.
(wadehell was that?? haha. i think lit has got into meeeee.)
my cat seems sick. ;[
being blind for a while can be fun. and dangerous. haha!
im getting very random with my posts. and now i just feel like giving a great long one like how amirah did coz there's actually alot in my mind. like im thinking of my MINDmaps now. which was basically a mind map of my thoughts. very interesting whe you map it out coz yeah. some more today lit we had this pose that kept repeating words and stuff that doesnt make sense at all to me or basically anyone but what i derived from it was that it was a series of words in a person's head while he/she was doing something. i have no idea wad. like pple dont usually think in complete sentences unless necessary. like now if i think of words i my head, it'll be in a sentence comprehensible to pple coz i'm blogging rather than just daydreaming. speaking of which i think i'll screw my gp paper 2 coz there is simply no time. my aq wll die. like seriously. actually tis paragraph wasnt so big or too random. but i sometimes wish i can write like this forever. just writing my thoughts down so that it'll go on and on. i think i think too much. too much on stupid stuff la. ok STOP!
and stareeeeeeee.... (lame to the maxx)
hahah
im getting crazy alr la haa... somebody stop me! haha
more than you think. more than you think. if you realised.
;]
Friday, September 12, 2008
me.