red red rose.

5:21 PM

wednesday
i pon school. why? coz i woke up late.why? coz i stayed up until 4am. why? coz i was doing the 10,000 word essay? why? if i dun Captain John Leong will kill me. why? coz in the IC for this. why do i bother? coz if i dun i wont get the ICEP badge. so? i dun have any other freaking badge! why? coz i never go for any other courses at all. why? How wld i know???? actually i know la... must give her pple chance ma... but oh wells...

then on wednesday.. i made my IC, made new specs, and met rupini at hq to pass up the freaking essay. hhahah.. was supposed to meet at 545 until become 715 then we met... its ok la... tho i waited for her, i was the one late just now... hha. okayy

thursday..
nothing much.. had reahersal... boring.. brought full uniform tho we were supposed to bring half.. nobody tell us wad.. then we had to do it in sch u... not very nice and the banging like shit coz we use track shoes.. then had to use imaginary rifle coz not enuf... wadehell rite?....

then after that got like talk "nonsense" session.. then like.. well...THat was the very last bersurai... and it took a long log time sia... thenn... yar... im not too sad... as in... this is not so saddening to me... ok i dunno la.. hahah... maybe im becoming emotionless like syafiq... oh wadehells... then go home, slept.. cannot help it.. woke up this morning...

today..
ok todae.... nothing happened... i signed up for breakdancing.. ahhaha.. i dunno how to breakdane thats why! haha.. invited rupini, yitong (ok she stillhaven pick up my call) and syafiq... syafiq not coming... rupini not sure... i just hope i wont be alone tmw... shld i invite the sirs?.. haha.. oh wells...

blah blah.. nothing happened.. tmw... must go sch damn early... must prepare no 1.. and i wonder if i am supposed to do the CG thing any more.. myname not in... oh wells... ok la... tahts it for now.. byuez

70% sad, angry, dissappointed and arghhh
30% smiling ;)))

Friday, July 28, 2006
me.